i am so tired now..
normally i cant sleep in the train..
but now i really can fell alseep easily in the train...

this wed went orchard n shop wif my Banana,Cherry n Durain..
i went to meet them after working macafe..
then we shop around far east..
n i brought a spec..
a fake 1 without any degree..
haha..
juz for fun 1..
then after tt we went to shop around orchard.
took the same train wif all of them..
Cherry n Banana alight at Raffle place..
while Durain n i took all the way to Marina bay..
i was sitting on the priority sit whille Durain is sitting on the normal sit..
the train went on to the next stop n a pregnant lady bored the train.
i was suppos to give her the sit but in the Durain give up her sit to the pregnant lady..
haha..
i was a bit pai seh..
i fell alseep through the journey until Durain wake me up when she reached her stop..
luckily she waked me up or else i will be sleeping all the way back to dunno where..
haha..
then went home sleep straight away without showering..
i lazy to shower:P




then 2day went to try out my new jobs.
at novena..
it was pretty difficult to scoop up the ice cream...
i had a hard time learning to scoop the ice cream..
but until now i still not very good at scooping the ice cream..
then went to eat wif my sis n mum..
n brought chewy puff back..
haha.. I Love Her♥

working closing last nite from 5pm to 1 am..
my crew leader came down to teach me how to do closing..
it fun doing closing n i like doing closing.
but my parent dun like me to do closing bcoz it kind of late by the time i reach home.
2day i doing closing too..
from 7pm to 3am..
haha..


yay..i finally went to pierce my ear.
the upper part..
it actually not tt pain at all..
i at first though it will be quite pain but after piercing,it not tt pain from wat i expected.
haha..
but i couldnt let my parent know..
they will kill me if they know i pierce tt part of my ear..


meeting my friends later on to study BCs.
i going to studying a little now..
n hope i can get a day off next fri..
so can go out wif my friends..
n next fri is teacher day..
so we all r going back to sch n disturb the teacher..
hehehehe..
then after tt maybe go out n play..
yay..
but i hope no 1 is off on tt day..
so i can be off...


oh ya..
i going for a job interview this sun..
it a shop selling ice cream..
if i working tt job then holiday i wouldnt have much time wif my friends..
i am so sry..
this holiday i working 2 jobs..
i hope i can get tt job too..
so i can pay my own sch fee.dun need to get any money from my parent..
i am grow up now..
n my parent r old..
shouldnt make them work so hard n worry too much abt money..

okie tt all..
changed my blog skin again..
haha...
good bye every1 n take care:) I Love Her♥

i am so damn tired rite now..
work 8 hrs straight without break but in the end the manager force me go to break in the remainding 30mins..
then i go off early..
haha..


haven start studying for my exam..
i think i dieing already..
so sleepy now..
can i study tmr for my math??
haha..
my mind is in a sleepy mood now..
i want to sleep..
i have not enough sleep..
haha.. I Love Her♥

went gym 2day wif my friends.
the usual fruit friends:Phaha..
yay..i got lose weight...haha..
but i need to lose somemore to reach my target weight.

saw chang hong 2day at cwp.
talk for awhile..like a few second.
i actually wanted to pierce my ear.
at the bone portion there..
but i dun have the courage to pierce.
scare of the pain
i need ppl to acc me then i dare or else i wont dare to go pierce.
haha..
i will go pierce 1.
but dunno when is it.

2nite i shall sleep early..
i have to start studying already.
or else i wont be able to pass.
i need to pass my OC this time.
i have to pass..fail the last time.
so now have to buck up.
i shall start my studying tmr.
really have to. I Love Her♥

i am so slacky 2day..
didnt study at all..
went swimming wif my sis this morning.
then after tt went to eat wif my parent.
came home rest for awhile.
then fell asleep while watching tv.
didnt go study 2day bcoz it was cancelled
do abit of math juz now.
forget tt i left my math textbk in the locker.
so i used my laptop to study.
while studying i watched hot shot n fated to love u on youtube.
so i cant concentrate at all..
haha..

been thinking a lot 2day..
regret 2 things i did in the past.
i am so sry for the 2 person who are my very good friends but now i think it not anymore.
it like a scar tt will be there forever.
it hard to forget,hard to put down.
but once it is done it can never be undone.
onli time can help me not to think abt it.
so i alway keep myself busy.
everything have to start all over again.
but it hard to get thing start all over again when there a scar n mermories of the things tt happen in the past.
i think everything juz let the nature take the flow.
i oso dunno wat to do.
maybe time will tell me wat to do.

hate tt old me.
go away xinyi..
u r not the xinyi i want to be already.
i want the new me.
no more quiet,shy..
n be myself alway.
dun have to put on a mask to hide anything.
juz show ppl who i am.
dun have to pretend anymore.
i hate to have 2 kind of personality/character.
i juz want to be me n onli the true me.


going to sleep now.
so tired after thinking too much.
good nite every1:P I Love Her♥

i am so tired now.
start work from 2.30 to 10..

this morning i ate 3 spoilt cheese cake without knowing it spoilt
i dunno it was put in the refrigerator for quite long already.
after eating the cake,i start to have diarrhea.
then my stomach was super pain oso..
but after i ate the diarrhea medicine..
the diarrhea stop but my stomach still pain.
then my mum said the crew leader want to go there early.
n the crew leader oso msg me n ask me to go there around 2.30..
so i went there as fast as possible.


2day is national day so there very very few ppl..
slacking alot in the afternoon n oso at nite.
but my stomach was very pain while i working.
i try to not to think of the pain.
around 7plus i went for my break.
bcoz another crew have come already.
then went home after finish mopping the floor.


then now i am watching tv and posting at the same time.
hope i can be fast at work..
the crew leader said i am slow which true la..
haha..
i oso think i am slow..
too slow..
n some ppl though i am guy instead of a gal..
but after they heard my voice then they know i am a gal..
haha..
feel so sleeeeeeeeeeeppppppppppppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyy now..
going to sleep soon..
tmr working opening..
need to go there around 6.30 to prepare everything.
hope tmr wont have so many ppl oso..
bcoz i am alone down there..
haha..
good nite every1:D I Love Her♥

hihi..i am so tired rite now.
but i have to finish studying for my quality control n PED test.
working tmr from 2 to 10.
so i have no time to study tmr except 2day.


ytd went gym wif Durain,Banana,Cherry n Mee han.
n i realise i loss abt 1.3kg..
so now i am 56.3kg..
haha..i have loss weight although i ate mac for 3 days...

i want to another job during e 1 month plus of holiday.
then i will have 2 jobs..
earn more money during the holiday..
so i will have enough to spend n sometime dun have to ask 4 money from my parent.
but i onli will work temporary for the second job so after my holiday i wont work 2 jobs but 1 job.
need to find jobs when holiday arrive.
hope i can find 1..
haha..


i am tired..
i want to go to sleep..
haha...
going to continue wif my studies be4 going to sleep.. I Love Her♥

this post will be damn long i think..
it will be my 1 wk summary on the things i do for this wk onli.
didnt post since last wk.


Mon
i 4get wat i have done during monday.
went to sch as normal.
then went to eat wif my friend in sch oso.
after tt...i dun remember already..haha..
nevermind let skip to tue..

Tue
this is the day i remember very clearly..
morning went to sch for organic chem lecture..
then after tt,went to eat wif Jamie,Arnold,Wei Xiang,Durain,Cherry,Banana and Kiwi.
we went to carvana for luch then after tt we went to eat ice cream at....i dunno how to spell the shop name..haha...
bcoz tt shop got half price for the waffle plus ice cream.
i think most of u will know wat is tt shop name.
after eating.we went to Bata bcoz Wei Xiang want to buy shoes for wed PD presentation.
he brought a pair of black and formal shoes.
Me,Durain,Cherry,Banana and Kiwi are going gym 2day but Banana 4get abt the gym.
so she didnt bring anything for the gym.
but it okie..since my house is at woodland n the place we went to eat is at Sembawang so it onli 2 stop to reach woodland.
then i went home together wif Banana to lent her the shoes,towel and a exercise pant.
then Cherry,Kiwi and Durain go to the gym first.
i faster took everything and reach tt place asap..
haha..and Banana fell asleep in the train..
then when we reach there,we did all those exercise.actually not everything la..haha..
after exercising,we went to weight ourself at the weighting machine.
and i realise i have put on 4kg.which is a very serious matter..
i from 53 to 57...which is like so much..
i now have to try n lost the 4kg..
i dun want to be so fat..
i have to start to do exercise everyday and dun eat so much fried food in order to lost the 4kg..

Wed
i 4get wat i diid on wed..
lazy to think oso..haha..
skip to thurs..


Thurs
same as sch day..
went to sch..
then 2day i end sch early.
i think i went home straight after sch..haha..
reach home early.

Fri
didnt go for math lesson..
Kiwi msg me in the morning n ask me want to go math lesson or not..
then i said i dun feel like going so in the end we didnt go..
then we didint tell Banana and Cherry...
they went for the math tutorial..
haha..then Cherry called me in the morning..
i tell her i not going then she sound kind of shock..
haha..so sry:P
around 11,went to meet all of them at Yishun for lunch.
we ate at a nearby coffee shop near the MRT station.
after eating,we seat at the coffee shop and chit chat.
around 1plus,we went back to sch for organic chem lecture.
the last lecture..
2day i working,the first day of work at mac cafe.
went home change uniform..
went to eat dinner together wif my parent.
after tt went to work.
i was so clumsy at work.spill this n tt and make a mess there..
n very slow too..
but luckily the manager didnt scold me..
haha..
juz lucky on tt day:P


Sat
woke up in the morning to my bio chem lab report.
scare i wont finish it on time.
after tt,went to work as usual.
ate roti prata bcoz my mum brought it for me.
start my second day of work at mac cafe.
quite nervous.
scare i will do anything wrong 2day.
very scare plus nervous when serving the customer.
very slow in preparing the drink.
let the customer wait until the apple can drop down from the tree..
i was toooooooooooooooo slow..
but luckily again,the crew leader didnt scold me..
she said she will not try to scold me if i did anything wrong.
i feel so sry when i did anything.
it really my fault..



Sun
which is 2day..
wake up early bcoz last nite i slept quite early like 7plus..
then did my bio chem report again.
played viwawa also after finish part of the lab report.
went to work ate roti prata again..
haha..
everytime i will eat roti prata bcoz my mum will alway buy me roti prata.
2day,i also did alot of thing wrongly.
i was alone at the mac cafe corner..
while the crew leader go n do the sandwhich.
but in the end the crew leader came to the front n serve the customer while i am at the back doing the sandwhich.
haha..
i was slow..too slow already..
why cant i be faster a bit..
i was alway slow in work..
too slow already..
i dunno wat wrong wif me...
in the afternoon it was like so quiet..there very few customer..
me n the other crew are standing down there doing nothing..
looking here n there doing nothing..
while the mac is very busy..
lot n lot of customer coming in.
while i was standing down there looking at them serving the customer..
nothing to do also..
after tt went back home around 3plus..
too much customer until the crew leader forget abt me.
i dun dare to disturb them oso..
haha..
bcoz the crew leader is helping the mac..
finish up all the bio chem report..
trying to do my bio chem assignment but still cant figure out wat i need to research on..
so in the end i gave up n played viwawa..
watched wanted online..
but loaded halfway,my sis called n ask us to go out n have our dinner..
i think i didnt grow up at all..
why cant i think of the money problem my family having now.
brought a pink pant 2day..
i think i not grow up at all..
behave like a children..
want to buy really muz buy..cannot dun buy..
i still act like a kid..n i use my mum money to buy somemore..
i didnt think at all be4 buying..
i am so disappointed of myself..
why i still like a kid..
i should try to be more grow up..
lighten my parent money problem n oso try to buy things using my own money which i earn by myself..
my paid is coming in tmr..
so excited to know how much i earn for this half month..
going to broke oso..
left wif 10bucks for tmr..
since i on diet,i should try not to eat too much..
very sleep now..
feel like sleeping then tmr wake up early again to finish up my work..
going to try to manage my time during this few wks bcoz i gonig to work on wkday too..
the crew manager ask me whether i can work on the wkday or not..
i tell her my exam coming soon so maybe let me work nite shift.
so i can study in the morning or go sch in the morning.
haha..but i think my dad will scold for it..
bcoz he dun want me to work on the wkday..as it will affect my studies..
but i will try ot balance work,play n studies time..
so i will have enough time for each things.
going to sleep now..
damn tired now..
been yawning while typing..
good nite every1:D I Love Her♥