i am so slacky 2day..
didnt study at all..
went swimming wif my sis this morning.
then after tt went to eat wif my parent.
came home rest for awhile.
then fell asleep while watching tv.
didnt go study 2day bcoz it was cancelled
do abit of math juz now.
forget tt i left my math textbk in the locker.
so i used my laptop to study.
while studying i watched hot shot n fated to love u on youtube.
so i cant concentrate at all..
haha..

been thinking a lot 2day..
regret 2 things i did in the past.
i am so sry for the 2 person who are my very good friends but now i think it not anymore.
it like a scar tt will be there forever.
it hard to forget,hard to put down.
but once it is done it can never be undone.
onli time can help me not to think abt it.
so i alway keep myself busy.
everything have to start all over again.
but it hard to get thing start all over again when there a scar n mermories of the things tt happen in the past.
i think everything juz let the nature take the flow.
i oso dunno wat to do.
maybe time will tell me wat to do.

hate tt old me.
go away xinyi..
u r not the xinyi i want to be already.
i want the new me.
no more quiet,shy..
n be myself alway.
dun have to put on a mask to hide anything.
juz show ppl who i am.
dun have to pretend anymore.
i hate to have 2 kind of personality/character.
i juz want to be me n onli the true me.


going to sleep now.
so tired after thinking too much.
good nite every1:P I Love Her♥