I Love Her♥

wake up early in the morning juz to play maple but then it under client patch so got to wait until 2 sehx which is so damn long lor.
nvm..so i wait.sian...
while waiting,blog hop abit and watch this new taiwan drama 愛就宅一起. the drama is not bad..
so ya..


yay!!!holiday is here and exam finally over.
can start working and earn money to buy new hp and new clothing.
my friend help me ask for this coming IT fair job. and we all got it..
haha..can start training as a promoter.never been a promoter be4.
hope i can sell alot alot of electronic device so can earn alot alot money..
and save them to buy my new hp,N82..
haha..

later on going to meet darling for dinner.
haha..
she dunno i meeting her later on bcoz i told her tt my mum dun allow me to go out but then i gg to try asking for my mum mum permission..
hope i can go out and have dinner tgt with her.going to give her a surprise.
2day she have soccer training until 7 so ya.
going there at a later time.
haha..
surprise surprise..
blehx:P
hope she not angry with me.haha..
dun sad sad le darling..


aftermath.
didnt give darling any surprise at all.
bcoz she was sad sad and sound very moody moody on the phone so in the end i told her everything.
cant bear to see her sad sad 1 so told her everything
in the end my plan is unsuccessful and it the 3rd times already
next time i got to plan everything properly and the thing i gg to say so she wont sad sad and in the end i tell her everything.
meet darling and she gave me a teddy bear which she brought at her sch de 77th street.
cute sehx the bear.
darling,muz save money k..dun spend too much k..
then wait for her to finish her training
go tamp and eat the fish soup noodle.
nice sehx..
long times never eat tt already..
haha..
have a wonderful times with darling 2day.
going to sch tmr.
bcoz darling need to take her portfoilo..
so ya..
then after tt play lan tgt at her house.
haha..
another fun day with darling..
will be seeing every single day.
darling,u not sian ah??
seeing me everyday.haha..
but i wont feel sian sian seeing u everyday.
bcoz i love seeing u and i will miss u alot if i dun get to see u..
tt all for 2day.
shall go play game now:D I Love Her♥

i need u rite now..
i need u to be rite beside me..
i wanna to hug u to sleep but i got to wait for tt day to come which is so damn long.
but i will wait for tt day to come.looking forward to tt day.
hope u can be wif me in person when i studying so i wont feel so stress up.
but then i cant be so selfish to ask u not to go for lesson or training.
i understand although i looking forward to ur acc when u r busy wif sch or training.
i will try to be more understanding.
i am crying rite now but i scare to let u know bcoz u will get angry or wat..i dunno..
i am trying to be strong and not to cry too much.
i am sick and tire of crying already but then sometime i really cant control my tear.dunno y..maybe i still weak..
i am trying to be independence so i wont need u so much.
sry tt i cant be there for u tmr bcoz i can stay over at ur house.sad..sob sob..
i wanna to acc u in person but i cant.
sry tt i am so fierce juz now on the phone bcoz i dun like the idea of u staying up the whole nite to do the project.
sry tt i cant acc u much when i studying for exam.
cannot acc u to training ground and play game.
tt all..
i dun wanna u to see this post.
dunno how u feel after reading it
not trying to make u feel bad or wat when u see this post.
i juz wanna u to know.
and i dun wanna to give u stress.
love you alway darling:)



I Love Her♥

been busy with exam this few days.
everyday meet up wif darling but then got study while waitng for her.
1 MORE PAPER TO GO AND THEN HOLIDAY IS HERE

but then darling will be very very busy during the holiday bcoz she got challenge cup coming and school competition oso.
and i will b busy with work work work.
but then we will find time for each other.
very sian and not so looking forward to holiday.dunno why..first time not looking forward to holiday.
haha..
maybe bcoz i am broke and got to earn money and my mum is expecting me to work for every single day.so ya.
when darling have match or game,i will be going over and support her as usual.
haha..then after her match or wat,we will be having dinner together ba.
and tt the thing we will be doing when she having match or game.
i wanna to go get my car licence soon but then i dun have money and i dun dare to take money from my parent as my mum is currently not working and they are trying very hard to save money.
i oso going to work hard and save money so i can buy my new hp which cost 700bucks and i going to sell my old hp away.
so ya.
so many things to buy.
i wanna to buy new clothes oso bcoz i keep on wearing the same 1 until very sian then 2day i dunno wat to wear so i anyhow wear although i know my darling wont like to see me wear very short pant but then i still wear bcoz i really dunno wat to wear.
then she angry with me when i go over to her sch bcoz she mind alot.
sick and tire of my old clothes already.
wanna to get more new clothing so can throw away the old clothing.haha..
then 2day haiz..
i dunno why i suddenly feel so....i dunno..dunno it stress or wat..i seriously dunno.
cried then was thinking abt the upcoming holiday.feel kinda of sian oso..
msging darling while she was on the way to training ground.
then talk abt my prob and she said she will call me later on to talk abt it later on on the phone.
so i now waiting for her phone call so i blog while waiting.still got another 22 more mins to go but then i think she will call after changing so it will be 52 more mins to go.
i shall go play game and kill time. I Love Her♥

I Love Her♥

Happy Valentine's Day Everyone!!!!

ytd woke up at 6.30am to go my sis's workplace and bake a cake for my darling..
was half asleep in the train bcoz i got to give darling a morning call at 8am.
called darling but then she did wake up but the she sleep back again.
then i sended her msg to wake her up.
reached clark quay.went to my sis's workplace.
be4 my sis start baking the cheese cake,we went mac to buy breakfast and eat.
then my sis was busy baking the cheesecake while i eat my breakfast.
her boss suddenly came bcoz she want to see how my sis bake the cheesecake.
then my sis gotta to bake the first round of cheesecake like 16 of it be4 she can teach me how do bake chocolate cake.
so i help up oso in the folding of cake boxes and putting the cheesecake in the box and also melting the butter together wif the sugar.
so i was busy doing all those.
after baking finish the first round of cheesecake,it is very nice and the texture is good.
but then she have to continue baking the rest of cheesecake which is like 32 more be4 she can really teach me how to bake chocolate cake
then the time was like been drag from morning to afternoon due to the boss was there nagging at my sis none stop.
then my sis cant do the thing comfortably and in a faster speed
so i was helping her in the morning till afternoon.
in the afternoon after baking the last round of cheesecake,she started to prepare the ingredient for the chocolate cake.
i was help her to prepare the thing while she was beside me,telling how grams of butter,chocolate powder,sugar,chocolate and lastly eggs.
while i was cracking the eggs,1 of the egg i didnt crack properly then it drop on my shoes then my sis faster help me wipe off.
i was like omg there egg white on my new birthday shoes.damn it.
haiz..then after finish preparing the ingradient,we start to mix the ingradient together.
then my sis and the staff there got help up abit in the beating process.
the cake took a long time to be edible.although the outer look dry and okie but the indside is still wet.
so while waiting my sis teach me how to do chocolate.
melting the chocolate then let in cool down after tt freeze it again so it wont be so watery.
the shape of the chocolate is i made 1 together with my sis oso..
then we put it in the freeze to let it set.
the cake still not fully bake but then my sis said it will be okie after awhile.
so we took out the cake and let it cool down.melt the chocolate again and use it in the coating of the chocolate cake.
after coating,i put it in the freeze to let it set.
then the chocolate,i took it out n put it in the box which i brought.
while waiting for the cake to set,i went to change.
after i came back my sis said the cake can take out from the freezer already
then she tell me to use the box in her workplace 1.
1 of the staff help me tie the box using the ribbon in their shop.
all thk to them in helping to bake the chocolate cake n the chocolate.
in the end i meet darling at 4.
faster took a train down to somerset.

meet darling at the station
then went to have our dinner at fish and co..
actually we planned to have dinner together at marche but then the resturant is been close down.
then i order the new york fish and chip while darling order the fish and chip and also Big fish drink.
while waiting for the drink to come,we exchange the gift which we make and brought for each other.
darling brought me a bouquet of bear and a book which is like a diary for me.
while i gave her a cake,chocolate and a bk which is like a diary too..
then darling set a few question in the diary and she want to test me with those qn.
at first she want me to go home and do but then in the end we did the qn together.
i got 10 question correctly.
sad that i onli can be her gf but not her wife.
was sad to know tt..
but then it will be too fast to be her wife bcoz we only been together for 5 months.
so ya.
i shall stay as her gf and get to know her more.
wanna to rmb every single thing abt my darling and get to know her more.
the food came but we didnt manage to finish everything bcoz the serving is very big.
after having our dinner,we went to cineleisure there and slack.
we sit at the chair on the 5th floor.
disturbing each other while waiting for the time to pass.
the went to timezone and see other playing maximum tune
darling didnt play bcoz she forget to bring her card.
too bad...blehx..

we watched new in town.
i brought the ticket in advance so we manage to get a couple seat.
then darling was disturbing me in the theater.
some bad thing happen and darling is bad mood for awhile but everything fine in the end.
i am sry darling didnt tell u in advance.
1 of scene is so damn funny tt me and darling was laughing like siao la.haha.
the movie end at 9 so it still early then we took train to marina bay and then took back to woodland.
darling saw pasar malam at admiralty so we decided to go there to buy shark's fins soup.
she alway carving for sharp fins soup.
but be4 going there,we went to mac and check schedule.
took a bus down to admiralty.
darling brought the shark's fins soup and we share eating the soup together.
darling took 912 bus with me then she alight at the interchange while i took the same bus back home.
reached home and get scolding from my mother.
but then i didnt said anything.
juz nod my head all the way.
was so damn tire.was msging darling while i was lying on my bed until i sleep.

then this morning at around 10plus i went to work then darling told me that my mum ask her abt ytd thingy.
darling told her all abt it.where we go and wat we do.
i told darling tt i didnt tell her anything.then we both find out tt my mum is actually testing her and darling though i told her everything last nite but then i didnt.
bcoz i didnt told my mum anything then how come she know we went to watch movie and all tt..
so we got it tt my mum is testing her with the qn.
both our mum is suspecting of us tgt.
her mum know abt us through her private blog.
then my mum know by testing my gf.
so ya.
we just got to face any problem tt going to happen in the future.
my mum didnt question me when i get home.
we though she will but then she didnt.
so juz wait for her to question me maybe tmr or wat.
my mum will know the true sooner or later.cant hid it forever.
we just got to face the music together.


this year valentine's day is great.
bcoz it with my darling.
thk darling for the gift u brought and make for me.
i really appreciate it.
i love the gift u gave it to me.
i will take good care of them
darling,u gave me a happy valentine's day ytd.
the first time i spend my valentine's day so happy.
juz hope we can stay like this happily together until death separate us apart I Love Her♥

darling..
dun sad sad n no mood k..
dun be affected by the stuff that happen ytd..
look forwatd to valentine day ba.
got some surprise for u so dun moody anymore le k
muz cheer up wor my baby..
wanna to see u smile juz like 2day..u manage to smile abit..
dun no mood anymore..
juz hope u can get ur hp back.
then look on the bright side bcoz e going to buy the same hp tgt.
N82 so let work hard to save money tgt.
haha..
cant wait to get new hp so i can save every single msg from u darling.
haha..
muackxx..love u alway darling:D I Love Her♥

this morning i send darling to sch.
then study in her sch abit while waiting for her to finish her lesson.
in the afternoon,we have lunch tgt wif her friend.
we have western food for lunch.
and it yummy especially the mashed potato.
then after lunch,darling went for her lesson tgt wif her friend then i sit at the bench studying while waiting for her to finish her lesson.
darling shoulder is very nice to sleep on..
i can fall asleep easily when sleeping on her shoulder.
haha
went to take bus tgt wif her friend..
we total missed 4 buses..
so ya..

haiz...bad thing start to happen..
we quarrel again..
i make the same mistake again..
twisting my word here n there..
until darling cannot tahan me..
i am sry darling
cause u have a bad day 2day.
and it again..
ytd we already quarrel then now quarrel again..
xinyi ah..dunno how many stupid mistake u have make and u keep repeatng it..
and this cause us to quarrel bcoz of my stupid mistake.
darling,i promise i wont make the same mistake again.
i wont forget the thing u said to me..
i wanna to everyday give u a wonderful and a happy day..
dun wanna to end up quarreling wif u..
dun wanna it to affect our relationship.
i mean wat i said and i will do it..
dun wanna everything to end juz bcoz of my stupid mistake.
i can't leave without u.
my life will be totally suck without u..
i dunno how i going to live without u in my life.
i will do wat i promised u and i will do it..
and there wont be wat if..
i love u alway... I Love Her♥

2day is a sad sad happy happy happy sad sad day..
showed darling black face bcoz i am sad that she cant wait for me to finish work which she normally do n will..
bcoz she got to be home for dinner ang have to stay at home 2day.
so ya..but then darling didnt showed me black face and she forgive me.
she dun wanna to show me her black face at work.bcoz it will cause each other to have a very bad day so she didnt chat wif me much at work.
until in the afternoon she help me when customer in.
thk alot darling:)
u really been very nice to me 2day although i showed u black face this morning and u waited for me until i go break although u r already very tired.really appreciate the thing u did for me 2day.thk alot darling.
u alway gave in to me but i dunno u can give in to me for how long.
i dun wanna it to happen.
dun wanna u to leave me..
wanna u to be beside me alway.
happy that u didnt showed me black face n everything is solved after darling went home.
but then i am really sad sad that i cant see her much 2day so cried a bit at work.
everthing is fine after awhile.
i am back to normal.
i am very sry darling
this my last time to show u my black face during work time.

juz wat wrong wif me..
i really got to be a very understanding gf.
both of us got our own stuff to busy wif.
actually we dun have much time to spend together but then we will still find time for each other.
she got soccer,sch work and work..alot of things to busy wif but then she will still find time for me.
while i got sch work n friend to busy wif but then i will still find time for her.
but then i will still get sad when i cant get to see her for 1 day or when i onli get to see her for awhile.
i alway tell myself that awhile is better than nth so dun be so sad abt it then.
like for 2day..i keep telling myself not to be sad but in the end i am still sad and showed darling black face.
i am sry darling.
juz wat wrong wif me..is this ur understanding..u r not at all..u r not...
maybe i too use to spending my every single day wif her that i cant stand it when she not wif me and i will start to miss her like siao..
but then i dun wanna to force u to do something when i showed u black face
like 2day,u actually wanna to go home straight after work but bcoz i showed u black face then u wait for me to go break then u go home.dun force urself if u dun wanna to do it..
i really feel very bad.
and u still brought something from maple and gave me a surprise juz now..
i really love it and thk alot darling.really thk alot..u really been very nice to me although something bad happen to us this morning..really thk alot n i appreciate it.
haha..i crying while typing this blog.
1 final thing to tell my darling is that i wont show u black face anymore at the wrong timing.i promise i wont.
u gotta blieve me..but darling cant dun alway shout at me when playing maple.bcoz this make me sian diao really and hurt me. I Love Her♥

Happy 5th month together wif u darling.
look on ur left hand side.it the pic of u and me..
haha..R u shock to see our pic??
changed my blogskin to something special.
glad that i have found u darling:D
although i alway make u angry,u never leave me and still stay by my side.
because u cant bear to leave me and i oso cant bear to leave u too..
feel so loved by u..
and i was really touch and appreciate on the things u have done for me.
happy to have u as my galfriend and happy to found u.
u make me feel so different.
first 3 month and after the first 3 month,we r still the same and nothing have change.
like wat other ppl said that first 3 month is honey month period.
but then for us it different and i believe it.
i love u darling alway.
wanna to stay together wif u forever..
muackxx..

darling is sleeping now
very tired after training..
get to see her later..
going to watch her game later on and going to her friend birthday celebration too..
so ya..
missing her alot now..haha.. I Love Her♥

I Love Her♥