Sunday, February 8, 2009
2day is a sad sad happy happy happy sad sad day..
showed darling black face bcoz i am sad that she cant wait for me to finish work which she normally do n will..
bcoz she got to be home for dinner ang have to stay at home 2day.
so ya..but then darling didnt showed me black face and she forgive me.
she dun wanna to show me her black face at work.bcoz it will cause each other to have a very bad day so she didnt chat wif me much at work.
until in the afternoon she help me when customer in.
thk alot darling:)
u really been very nice to me 2day although i showed u black face this morning and u waited for me until i go break although u r already very tired.really appreciate the thing u did for me 2day.thk alot darling.
u alway gave in to me but i dunno u can give in to me for how long.
i dun wanna it to happen.
dun wanna u to leave me..
wanna u to be beside me alway.
happy that u didnt showed me black face n everything is solved after darling went home.
but then i am really sad sad that i cant see her much 2day so cried a bit at work.
everthing is fine after awhile.
i am back to normal.
i am very sry darling
this my last time to show u my black face during work time.
juz wat wrong wif me..
i really got to be a very understanding gf.
both of us got our own stuff to busy wif.
actually we dun have much time to spend together but then we will still find time for each other.
she got soccer,sch work and work..alot of things to busy wif but then she will still find time for me.
while i got sch work n friend to busy wif but then i will still find time for her.
but then i will still get sad when i cant get to see her for 1 day or when i onli get to see her for awhile.
i alway tell myself that awhile is better than nth so dun be so sad abt it then.
like for 2day..i keep telling myself not to be sad but in the end i am still sad and showed darling black face.
i am sry darling.
juz wat wrong wif me..is this ur understanding..u r not at all..u r not...
maybe i too use to spending my every single day wif her that i cant stand it when she not wif me and i will start to miss her like siao..
but then i dun wanna to force u to do something when i showed u black face
like 2day,u actually wanna to go home straight after work but bcoz i showed u black face then u wait for me to go break then u go home.dun force urself if u dun wanna to do it..
i really feel very bad.
and u still brought something from maple and gave me a surprise juz now..
i really love it and thk alot darling.really thk alot..u really been very nice to me although something bad happen to us this morning..really thk alot n i appreciate it.
haha..i crying while typing this blog.
1 final thing to tell my darling is that i wont show u black face anymore at the wrong timing.i promise i wont.
u gotta blieve me..but darling cant dun alway shout at me when playing maple.bcoz this make me sian diao really and hurt me.
