Monday, February 23, 2009
i need u rite now..
i need u to be rite beside me..
i wanna to hug u to sleep but i got to wait for tt day to come which is so damn long. but i will wait for tt day to come.looking forward to tt day.
hope u can be wif me in person when i studying so i wont feel so stress up.
but then i cant be so selfish to ask u not to go for lesson or training.
i understand although i looking forward to ur acc when u r busy wif sch or training.
i will try to be more understanding.
i am crying rite now but i scare to let u know bcoz u will get angry or wat..i dunno..
i am trying to be strong and not to cry too much. i am sick and tire of crying already but then sometime i really cant control my tear.dunno y..maybe i still weak..
i am trying to be independence so i wont need u so much.
sry tt i cant be there for u tmr bcoz i can stay over at ur house.sad..sob sob..
i wanna to acc u in person but i cant.
sry tt i am so fierce juz now on the phone bcoz i dun like the idea of u staying up the whole nite to do the project.
sry tt i cant acc u much when i studying for exam.
cannot acc u to training ground and play game.
tt all..
i dun wanna u to see this post.
dunno how u feel after reading it
not trying to make u feel bad or wat when u see this post.
i juz wanna u to know. and i dun wanna to give u stress.love you alway darling:)