this evening around 4plus,meet up with darling at the interchange.
it was raining very heavily 2day and i was wet although there shelter at my bus stop there.
darling suddenly jump up of no where and she kinda of shock me.
she sounded so excited but then i showed her my black face bcoz i dunno y lahx..
then darling was angry with me for showing her black face.
i start to get angry when she show her black face to me too.
then we round n round the causeway pont.aimlessly walking.
went timezone and look at ppl playing maximum tune.
saw her friend there oso.
she still kinda of bad mood and i oso..
showed my black face from the time we step out of timezone to the time we standing outside metro.
i dunno wat wrong with me 2day.
been waiting to see her from ytd until now??
or the waiting time is too long??
or even bcoz....eh...my outfit???i dunno..
it juz totally not me..
then we started to quarrel and quarrel.
i trying not to cry out in public oso bcox it will make the situation even worse.
then i hugged darling.
it make me feel so much better and i have somehow totally calm down by darling hug.
maybe darling next time can juz give me a hug then i will calm myself down in her arm.
it really make me feel so much better.
then we went to buy foods from our fav place.
so nice to eat takoyaki.so long never eat tt already..so nice and delicious la.my fav..
we went to civic 4th floor and eat.
saw 1 of the mac auntie at civic.
was eating happily..everything is fine between us.
but then something bad happen again and it make darling angry again.
i didnt wear the necklace she gave me.
i have forgotten to wear it alot of times.
so this make her angry with me.
as i have said..2day i dunno wat wrong with me.
and i have forgotten to wear the most important thing which mean alot to us.
i wont forget to wear it again.
if i forget then i should go do some reflection.
n darling can choose to walk off and ignore me.
it really very hurtful to darling and to me too.
we took bus to sembawang.
went there to shop.
darling was angry all the way from the interchange to we board the bus.
we started to quarrel again.
haiz..2day we quarrel alot of times.
then at sembawang,we start to quarrel again.
then we went starhub shop and look at some of the phone and oso the price for the phone.
shop around the mall too.
then went to the arcade there.
after tt we took bus back to darling house.
went vista point to buy ice cream.
my fav brand ice cream.
i dunno how to spell the brand.
was eating while walking to her blk there.
sit at the playground near her blk.
then we chit chat.
everything is fine now.
then darling lie on my leg.
haha..so cute of her..
at around 9plus we went off..
home sweet home.


2day is really a bad day for both of us.
quarreling non stop.
from the time we meet until nite time.
haix..both of us are hurt by each other words and facial expression.
own darling a day.
and i going to make it up to her tmr.
i am very scare to lose her.
dunno 2day quarrel have make her reach her limit??
i not sure.
hope she still can stand me.
i will really really try very very hard not to make her angry and show her black face again.
i really do love her.
i wanna to stay with her forever and ever.
i not going to bother about my mum anymore.
she have kinda of find out something abt me tgt with darling
she kinda of know about our r/s
if she found out then i not going to care.
i will still stay strong and face any prob tt will be happening and coming.
darling and i gg to face it tgt.
and hope our r/s can withstand it and stay strong. I Love Her♥