i want u now..
i feeling so stress up..
i wanna ur hug..
can u come now???
i asking to much i guess. I Love Her♥

2day went to sch for signing up cca..
then we sign up alot around 4 cca
and 1 of the cca need to go for camp which is next month i guess.
so long never go camp.
haha..
and i going with friends so hope i wont be separated from them in the camp.
i dun like..
then after tt we have lunch in school..
so ya..

and 2day there a very funny sale guy who is the promoter for fujitsu laptop.
this afternoon,me and ruo ting went to the laptop fair while waiting for qi hui and cindy.
then this guy approach us and asking us if we need any help or not.
so we juz chit chat and he is slacking while chatting with us..
haha..
a very funny sale guy.
then qi hui came and we chit chat tgt with the sale guy until cindy came.
haha..
so ya..


i so sian now..
darling having attachment so we wont be able to spend much time together like last time.
so ya..
then i will be seeing her awhile at the interchange and send her home.
so we onli spend tt few minutes together.
kinda of sad but no choices.
then after tt i will went back home and do some revision and also play maple.
i wanna to stay over..
so i can spend even more times with her.
cant see her much for every single day is really driving me crazy.
cant take it anymore but no choice.
have to juz let it be.
wanna to msg her oso cant msg her much bcoz she got to work.
and at nite is maple nite.
onli get to chit chat with her in maple and she will be busy helping ppl to spam but she will still chat with me unless she is busy killing then we cant really chat much until she is not so busy.
so ya.
how i wish i can spend those time at maple in real life.
i dunno..
sobx.
feel like crying now but no tears is coming out.


i starting to feel stress..i dunno y..
it like since school start then those modules is like getting harder and everything is like going in a fast pace..
i am very worry i got prob copping with school stuff.
i feel like hiding away from everything.
wanna to hide in a place where i can be alone, quieten down and think through.'
or maybe i should juz let the nature take the flow.
dun worry too much.
i got my friends and darling be there for me.
feel like crying but i know crying cant help to solve anything.
and i promise darling tt i got to be strong.
shall blog till here..
good nite every1:) I Love Her♥

ytd darling got game.
so went to rp and see her play.
darling didnt really play well but it is bcoz the past few wks she is sick and oso of wisdom tooth prob so didnt go training for alot of days.
until this fri she is feeling much better so she went for her soccer training.
so ya..
darling did her best already so dun be sad k..
juz cheer up darling.
after the game,we went to buy food at the........i forget how to spell..blehx..
then we went to eat at the "titanic"..
first time sitting there and eat.
i feel it romantic and i like the atmosphere..
i dunno how to describe this feeling when eating at there.
so ya..
i juz happy to have dinner plus supper with darling.
and this turn i wait for darling bus then go off.
bcoz she is pretty tire and she some how sprain her back.
and it very painful.
so ya..

and 2day i fetch darling home after her work.
she msg me during her break,telling me tt her back is pain and she having headache.
so i went over to look for her and fetch her home.
muz be ytd match tire her out.
then send her to her block downstair.
after tt i went back home and start playing maple..
and i finally have a proper and full meal after 3 days of pain when chewing make me kinda of no mood while having my meal.
so ya..
nth much happen 2day.

Yay!!!!i feeling much more better after the wisdom tooth surgery..
haha..
but sian ah..tmr sch reopen.
haiz..stressful day is here..
and darling starting her attachment.
so ya..
both of us will be busy from next wk onward i guess.. I Love Her♥

From Leona Lewis:I will be

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to meAll the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

Bridge:
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

Chorus:
I Will Be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Verse 2:
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

Bridge:
And if I let you downI'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Ending bridge:
Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah
And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

Chorus:
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Chorus:
I will be (I'll be), all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay I Love Her♥

i juz came back home after my wisdom tooth surgery..
now my whole of left side feel so numb..
haha..
the dentist said i have a nice set of tooth..haha..blehx:P
during the surgery,i feel alot of pressure but no pain.
and there some drilling sound tooth while the dentist is like trying to pull the tooth out.
i onli feel pain when the dentist is injecting the med to numb my left side.
tt 1 is really painful..
this 2 days i onli can eat cold foods tt wat the dentist said..
i think i juz drink milk can already or eat ice cream..
yummy..
now i waiting to play maple.


this morning i have breakfast with darling and sis..
i am so fortunate and touch tt darling is waking up early to have breakfast with me.
haha..
and some more it darling treat us breakfast..
thk alot darling..
i feel so happy to see u this morning.
but i gg to miss her for the next 2 days bcoz she going to be quite busy for the next 2 days.
she meeting up with her friends,going for her attachment thingy and she back to soccer.
so ya..
i want to go her training this fri..
i wanna to see my darling..
sob sob..
:(..
i will miss my darling alot alot..
now i think my darling is sleeping bcoz she wake up early 2day juz to have breakfast with me.
so ya.. I Love Her♥

have our 7th month anniversary spend at home..
went to darling's house in the morning..
actually i cant go her house bcoz i am sick too,have avery bad coughing so i scare tt i will go there and pass my disease to her family members.
so i quite scare her grandmum they all will mind..very sry to them.
saw darling in her messy hairstyle and she in her sleep wear.
darling look so sick.her left cheek is swollen due to the gum infection.
and i brought her anniversary present plus slurpee which she wanna to drink.
then gave her the present plus note which i suppose to send her ytd midnight but then i scare i will wake her up and she will feel her wisdom tooth area pain again,and then she cant sleep.
so in order not to wake her up,i wrote a note for her..
and i glad she like the present i gave her.
actually darling somehow have guess wat i going to give her so it not a very big surprise.
another fail attempt to give her a surprise.
played maple in the morning.
then i been coughing like non-stop,darling gave me a very strong cough syrup to drink.
her grandmother help me to pour the cough syrup to the spoon.
haha..
then have porridge for lunch..
darlig oso have porridge for lunch but then it cold porridge instead of warm 1..
bcoz her throat is so damn pain,it very hard for her to swollow when food is hot and some more she onli can eat cold foods bcoz of wisdom tooth area.
so ya..
after lunch,we continue to play maple.
until 1plus then we start to watch a movie(i forget how to spell the name..blehx)
it very funny and nice..
then after tt movie,we continue to play maple.
but i didnt play,onli darling play while i blog hop.
haiz..
actually i wanted to stay until very late but then i scare i will pass my illness to darling family member so i think it will be better if i dun stay at her house for too long.
sry darling..i kinda of break my promise.
but then juz to prevent me spreading my illness,i think it better to leave early.
so ya..
but then overall,i have a great day spend with darling.
i finally can give my darling a big hug and kiss her cheek after so long.
we have been sick for quite some day,so it reduce the day we see each other and the time we can spend together.
so ya..
i really miss my darling alot alot until i cried while talking to her on the phone last sat..
haiz..sry darling..i cry again..
but then 2day i have enjoy the time fully together with darling.
the cough syrup cause drowsiness so i was kinda of sleepy too when i am spending the time with darling.
sry darling if i showed u my sleepy face.
and lastly..
I LOVE YOU DARLING:) I Love Her♥

throat pain..
wisdom tooth area pain.i dunno wat wrong with it..need to see a dental i guess..but i scare too..haha..will try to be brave.
been coughing n coughing non-stop..
make my throat even more pain..
i wanna to faster recover.
sob sob:(

next wk darling going for extraction already..
hope everything will go smoothly..
n hope she will be fine after the extraction.
i think she will be weak after the extraction.
so ya..
i not gg to send her alot alot of msg to disturb her resting.
maybe juz send her alittle.
and next tue is our 7th month anniversary..
not going anywhere bcoz it the 2nd day after darling extraction.
she still need some more rest.
so going her house and accompany her.
and somemore i cant accompany her to the dental bcoz her mum going with her.
so i think the next day i will accompany her for the whole day.
and i have plan to give her a small surprise on tt day.
so darling juz look forward to tue and ur small surpriseXD

tt all..
hope we both faster recover..
then can go out or wat..
so ya..
good nite every1.
n take care..
dun fall sick so easily..
I Love Her♥

have fever this morining.
but not very high.onli 38 degree Celsius
then now i feeling much better.
all thk to my sis taking care of me:D
my fever have gone down.
now onli left sore throat.
and my wisdom tooth dunno y start to pain.
i think maybe bcoz juz now when i having my dinner.
i use my wisdom tooth to bite the food.
so now the wisdom tooth area is in pain.
when i move my jaw,it will be quite pain.
but i think tmr will be ok.
haha..
then my mum buy for me the bitter tea..
so not the nice.
then she see me drink until so eeeeeeee..
she helped me to drink half of it..
haha..
tt all for 2day..
tmr i still got to go work..
haha
opening..
got to wake up early..
good nite every1!!!! I Love Her♥