Wednesday, April 22, 2009
2day went to sch for signing up cca..
then we sign up alot around 4 cca
and 1 of the cca need to go for camp which is next month i guess.
so long never go camp.
haha..
and i going with friends so hope i wont be separated from them in the camp.
i dun like..
then after tt we have lunch in school..
so ya..
and 2day there a very funny sale guy who is the promoter for fujitsu laptop.
this afternoon,me and ruo ting went to the laptop fair while waiting for qi hui and cindy.
then this guy approach us and asking us if we need any help or not.
so we juz chit chat and he is slacking while chatting with us..
haha..
a very funny sale guy.
then qi hui came and we chit chat tgt with the sale guy until cindy came.
haha..
so ya..
i so sian now..
darling having attachment so we wont be able to spend much time together like last time.
so ya..
then i will be seeing her awhile at the interchange and send her home.
so we onli spend tt few minutes together.
kinda of sad but no choices.
then after tt i will went back home and do some revision and also play maple.
i wanna to stay over..
so i can spend even more times with her.
cant see her much for every single day is really driving me crazy.
cant take it anymore but no choice.
have to juz let it be.
wanna to msg her oso cant msg her much bcoz she got to work.
and at nite is maple nite.
onli get to chit chat with her in maple and she will be busy helping ppl to spam but she will still chat with me unless she is busy killing then we cant really chat much until she is not so busy.
so ya.
how i wish i can spend those time at maple in real life.
i dunno..
sobx.
feel like crying now but no tears is coming out.i starting to feel stress..i dunno y..
it like since school start then those modules is like getting harder and everything is like going in a fast pace..
i am very worry i got prob copping with school stuff.
i feel like hiding away from everything.
wanna to hide in a place where i can be alone, quieten down and think through.'
or maybe i should juz let the nature take the flow.
dun worry too much.
i got my friends and darling be there for me.
feel like crying but i know crying cant help to solve anything.
and i promise darling tt i got to be strong.
shall blog till here..
good nite every1:)