Saturday, October 31, 2009
this week i have skipped 2 days of lesson.
during this 2 days i have been spending most of my time with my hubby..
whee..
on the first day of skipping school, i went to darling school to watch her game.
it a whole day event so i wanted to support her throughout the game.
haha..
i saw her score in the game.
whee..
my darling tried her very best on that day.
so ya.
den after the game,we went to have dinner together with phoebe and kim..
it was a hot day..i got sun burnt around my chest area and face.
and my leg got 2 colour because i wear thigh on that day.
so ya..
on the second day of skipping school,i send darling to school in the morning.
then i went home after sending darling to school.
done my outline for PI&C lab report and abit of introduction for BPA lab report.
so ya.
after that i have been slacking throughout.
talk to arnold and ask him he going to school or not.
and he is going.
den after awhile cindy talk to me and told me she not going to school so i have decided not to go school too.
darling wanted to come over to my house and slack slack with me.
we watched American sweet pie on mio tv.
it was a nice and dirty movie.
wahahaha..
so ya..
been spending the whole day with her.
every second every minutes and every hours.
whee..
it was a wonderful day.
but my hubby must take care of yourself k.
love you the most darling=)
Sunday, October 25, 2009
yay!!!
blog is back to normal.
haha..
no more problem.
i finish my work at 1plus like this
whee..
i going to watch movie later on with my darling
*imagine that*
i miss my darling.
really can't wait to watch movie with her later on.
it been so long since we spend time together.
i mean like having fun.
unlike those normal day,we just meet up to have dinner together then go home after that.
so ya.
i should start doing some tutorial while waiting for my darling to massage me or call me after she finish work.
haha..
Saturday, October 17, 2009
yesterday when she come and fetch me from work.
while waiting for me to finish work,she told me she going to her friend's birthday party.and it is held at one of the pub.
i suddenly feel so angry and lonely.
then we started quarreling.
i don't wanna her to go to her friend birthday party.
i wanna her to accompany me talking on msn.
i don't wanna her to leave my side.
so ya.
i dunno what wrong with me today.
whenever i see her talking to someone else or disturbing other,i will be so damn piss off with her.
i will be feeling jealous and thinking can you stop disturbing other because i will feel jealous.
we have talk about this problem last time.
it her nature to disturb other during work.there nothing she can do about it.
i know and i have told myself don't mind so much about it.
there nothing to mind at all.
but today i totally lost my cold and i show it out.
i showed her my attitude this morning.
this morning i was totally very bored.
saw her coming in to work and when she look at me,i just give her those very moody look.
then during work i actually told her that we are going out tomorrow since it the last day of my holiday.
i wanna to spend it with her only.
but then she asked clara whether they wanna to tag along.
when i heard her said that i was kinda of piss off.
because i only wanna to spend time with her and no one else.
and then i though she know what i mean by asking her out.
maybe it my fault that i never state clearly that it a date.
after work,i suddenly changed the plan because of angry.
and she is piss off with me because i suddenly change the plan.
i know she will be piss off with me but then i still do it.
so ya.
this few days i really don't know what wrong with me.
i keep making her angry and i am very very moody.i feel so lonely.
so ya.
i keep wanting to have her by my side for every minutes,every seconds and every hours.
and keep her all to myself.i don't wanna anyone to go near her.i am been over protective and i never act like this before.
i don't know why i becoming like this.
this problem have happened again and again.
i know it impossible for us to stay under the same roof.
there nothing we can do about it but to find time for each other.
and darling have tried quite hard to find time for me since her school reopen.
she got a big project waiting for her to do and it her final year.
so ya.
i just simply love her too much that i becoming very very selfish.
i wanna her everything including the time she spending.
but i know if this go on,our r/s might end up with unhappiness.
i have to be a lot more considerate than now.
i have to make some changes of myself.
but there one thing i cannot change and that is i can't stop loving her too much.
hope everything can be solve after talking to her later on on the phone.
i don't wanna to feel angry,lonely and moody anymore until i keep showing her my anger.
and keep making her angry.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
this is a simple and nice blogskin.
so ya.
i like it at first sight.
i like those simple simple blogskin.
:)
i am quite moody today.
maybe it because i am having my period.
the cramp is making me very moody.
and some more tml i working 8hrs.
i dunno how am i going to survive with the cramp.
i going to think of ways to keep myself cool and happy.
that was part of the reason of being moody.
the other reason is about my future.
i dunno what i going to do in the future.
i am scare that i will be going no where.
haix..
i am starting to worry about my future.
so ya.
still got another 3wks plus to go before our 1yr 2month anniversary is here.
i am thinking what we going to do on that day.
it fall on weekend so maybe it going to be another shopping spree.
whee!!!
that all for today.
i shall upload picture soon.
haha..
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
there so many boxes and i dunno which boxes to type.so ya.
i went over to darling house this morning.
my laptop adapter spoil.
have to buy a new one.
so ya.
i injury darling's cheekbone 2day.
i dunno she is on top of me den i suddenly stand up and hit onto her cheekbone.
it was so damn pain and darling was so damn angry with me until she start scolding me.
so ya.
it was the worse morning i ever have but then it all happen because of my fault.
we have lunch together at causeway point and leave woodland at around 12.
while waiting for darling to finish her lesson,i went over to mac to spend sometime reading and drinking my favorite drink,caramel frappe.
then at around 2plus,i took a bus and went over to darling school.
i brought her her favorite drink,double chocolate frappe.
darling have soccer briefing so i was waiting for her to finish her briefing.
after the briefing,we start slacking with Michelle,Merilyn and one of their soccer peep.
we settle our dinner at darling school and we decided to watch phobia 2.
hehe..
the movie is nice.
there 5 different parts in this movie and the last part is very funny.
it unlike the first four parts.
so ya.
haha..
i going to sleep now.
shall continue blogging tml.
my darling is sleeping soundly now.
haha..
i miss her alot now.
cant wait to see her tml.
i still love her the most.
blehx:P
Sunday, October 4, 2009
I just woke up from my nap..
lolx..
just came back from darling chalet this morning.
it was a fun and enjoyable 3days 2night stay over at downtown east chalet.
darling's 21st birthday was held at there.
1st day of the chalet,darling,me,pris and vanassa stay over.
in the morning,darling and i went over to pris house to help her take some of the stuff which we going to bring down to the chalet.
while waiting for the time to pass,i was playing with her dog.
her dog was very cute.haha..
at around 12,we went to took a bus to the interchange and wait for vanassa at 168 there.
when we reach the chalet,we check in early.
we started to unpack our stuff.and slack abit in the room.
we have our lunch at fish and co.
there student meal for the fish burger and fish n chips.
we will chit chatting while having our lunch.
after lunch,we went over to e-hub..
we played bowling.
i was so damn slow when it come to learning new things.
i keep doing all those funny funny action and they will laughing at me..i will laughing at myself too.
hehehehe..
after bowling,we went to fair price to buy the stuff that we need in the chalet.
went back to the chalet and started slacking all the way till 7 den we have our dinner,cup noodle.
after dinner,we drank vodka with sprite.
i drank too fast and i started to feel unwell.
i vomit all the whole things after drinking 2 cups.
but then i was not really drank.
so ya.
i want to thank vanassa,pris and darling for taking care of me.
we slept around 1plus after playing mahjong.
four of us slept together at the queen size bed.
but then me and vanassa cant sleep at all because we are not use to the new enviroment
so ya..
so we will chit chatting while trying to sleep.
and i was the first one to sleep.
haha..
2nd day of the chalet,i woke up at around 8plus because i cant sleep back at all and i was the first one to wake up so early.hahaha....
after that everyone started to wake up because of the wild wild wet music.it was loud enough that we can hear the music clearly.
haha.
we have mac for breakfast.
after breakfast,we started to play mahjong again.
haha..
at around 2plus,we have our shower and went over to e-hub to collect vanassa nevo card.
it was raining very heavily and darling family have reached downtown east.
so we went over to mac and meet her family.
after slacking awhile at mac,we took some of the stuff that her family have brought with them to the room first.
the buffet have been set up and we start to prepare the room for later on when the birthday party start.
vanassa,li chin and i went over to century square to collect darling birthday cake.
it a 2.5kg musical key cake.
we took a cab back to the chalet after collecting the cake.
we will very careful with the cake.
when we reach the room,we put the cake on the table and we have our dinner.
the food was nice especially the curry chicken.it was very nice.haha..
we have the cake cut at around 8plus.
and all of darling friends have come except for some of her friends who did not come.
so ya.
sang birthday song and take photo together with darling.
seeing darling so happy,i also very happy.
darling birthday celebration was a success.
den marilyn and phoebe came to party at around 9.
serve them some foods and cake..
me and darling will chit chatting with them.
den we went into the room and slack.
darling open her present and she was shock that pris,vanassa and li chin brought her a armani exchange cap.
den she took photo with the cap and the rest of the present.
so ya..
we played mahjong again..
darling was very tire and she slept at 11plus like that.
she was so damn cute when she was on the bed going to sleep soon..
haha..
i slept at around 2plus..hahaha..
at first i was watching tv on the bed with vanassa and pris.
i doze off while watching tv with them and vanassa though i still watching the show with her.
haha..i slept first again..
i was hugging darling very tight ytd night.
it was so comfortable and warm and it make me sleep very easily.
haha..
3rd day,we have to check out at around 10.30am.
i think pris they all woke up early to have a shower before checking out.
darling and i woke up the latest.
we have our shower and packed our stuff.
den we have our breakfast at KFC.
so ya.
after breakfast,we went back to the chalet and take our stuff.
home sweet home.
i send darling home first then i went back home.
i unpack my stuff and have put all the dirty clothes into the washing machine.
after that,i have my afternoon nap until 5.
so ya.
i think darling still sleeping.
going to voice call with her later on.
hehe..
