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Thursday, March 31, 2011

CHANGE DAY 4

Almost make my baby angry

Haix.. I am useless and never listen to him.

We almost break too.

But he gave me one last chance.

So this time, I will change for the good.

I will break the 100 days without making him angry.

I will do my best this time.

Because I love him.

I have applied 10 jobs and submit my resume to each job but i never get any reply.

Stress up now.

My parent don't have the money for me to study.

And I don't want them to work anymore.

They work so hard and never enjoy.

All because of me.

In the end, I still let them down.

Because I never study at all for my final and I slack all the way for my year 3.

I need to find a job which can provide enough money for my family and me plus him.
But my dream is to open a cafe together with my sis.

Because she is good in cooking western food.

And I wants to learn how to bake my own cake.

Dream is dream. I have to put a hold to it.

Until I can feed my family first.

So ya.

Will continue blogging tomorrow or next week.............

I Love Her♥

Thursday, March 10, 2011

I am back for more blogging.
I don't know what to do with my blog so I think i just continue blogging whenever I can.

A lot of things have happened.
And I am stuck in my life.
I have decided not to continue with my studies. That for sure.
But I don't what to work as.
I have applied for retail jobs. Although I don't look like the type of people who is suitable for the job, but to tell you guy the true. I want to work in a retail line instead of F&B. I likes retail more than F&B.
I don't know why I start off my career in F&B line.
I wants to do something which I like doing and not doing something because of money.
I hope the jobs which I applied will give me a answer tomorrow or soon.

My love life is in a mess. I mean I make it into a mess.
I hurt my partner so much till the extend that we almost break up.
It a wake up call for me.
It time for me to change for my partner.
I know I cannot change myself by blinking my eyes.
I cannot rush into changing myself.
I don't know how to make it up to my partner.
My partner kind of treating me maybe a bit cold. Not totally cold.
It all my fault for throwing my every thing onto my partner.
Stupid me. Seriously I am so damn dumb.

No one can accept who I am.
I mean to the older generation. Even much more older generation can't accept such thing as loving the same sex.
How to change their mind set?? So they will understand that we don't have to love the opposite sex for most of the time.
We have our right to choose which direction we want to go.
They should let us choose the right path.

SO JUST SHUT UP IF U CAN. YOU DON'T HAVE TO INTERFERE WHICH DIRECTION I CHOOSE. AS LONG AS I AM ABLE TO FEED MY FAMILY PLUS MY OWN AND GET A DECENT JOB. WHAT MORE U WANT FROM ME.

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