Listen to ur heart

2011-03-31T19:35:00.003+08:00

CHANGE DAY 4

Almost make my baby angry

Haix.. I am useless and never listen to him.

We almost break too.

But he gave me one last chance.

So this time, I will change for the good.

I will break the 100 days without making him angry.

I will do my best this time.

Because I love him.

I have applied 10 jobs and submit my resume to each job but i never get any reply.

Stress up now.

My parent don't have the money for me to study.

And I don't want them to work anymore.

They work so hard and never enjoy.

All because of me.

In the end, I still let them down.

Because I never study at all for my final and I slack all the way for my year 3.

I need to find a job which can provide enough money for my family and me plus him.
But my dream is to open a cafe together with my sis.

Because she is good in cooking western food.

And I wants to learn how to bake my own cake.

Dream is dream. I have to put a hold to it.

Until I can feed my family first.

So ya.

Will continue blogging tomorrow or next week.............

2011-03-10T20:57:00.000+08:00

I am back for more blogging.
I don't know what to do with my blog so I think i just continue blogging whenever I can.

A lot of things have happened.
And I am stuck in my life.
I have decided not to continue with my studies. That for sure.
But I don't what to work as.
I have applied for retail jobs. Although I don't look like the type of people who is suitable for the job, but to tell you guy the true. I want to work in a retail line instead of F&B. I likes retail more than F&B.
I don't know why I start off my career in F&B line.
I wants to do something which I like doing and not doing something because of money.
I hope the jobs which I applied will give me a answer tomorrow or soon.

My love life is in a mess. I mean I make it into a mess.
I hurt my partner so much till the extend that we almost break up.
It a wake up call for me.
It time for me to change for my partner.
I know I cannot change myself by blinking my eyes.
I cannot rush into changing myself.
I don't know how to make it up to my partner.
My partner kind of treating me maybe a bit cold. Not totally cold.
It all my fault for throwing my every thing onto my partner.
Stupid me. Seriously I am so damn dumb.

No one can accept who I am.
I mean to the older generation. Even much more older generation can't accept such thing as loving the same sex.
How to change their mind set?? So they will understand that we don't have to love the opposite sex for most of the time.
We have our right to choose which direction we want to go.
They should let us choose the right path.

SO JUST SHUT UP IF U CAN. YOU DON'T HAVE TO INTERFERE WHICH DIRECTION I CHOOSE. AS LONG AS I AM ABLE TO FEED MY FAMILY PLUS MY OWN AND GET A DECENT JOB. WHAT MORE U WANT FROM ME.

Story~~~~~

2010-11-23T12:33:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!!!

I am back to blog.

I have a hard time getting use to this new keyboard so if there any spelling error, don't laugh just ignore it.

A lot of things have happened when i not blogging.

What should I start??

Erm.... alright.. I will start off on my relationship status.

It going well for now.

And I have done a lot of things wrongly and she don't like it.

I have to make amendment on my mistake.

Not just that, I tend to lose my cool easily. That must be something wrong with me.

I don't lose my cool so easily. so ya.

I have to control my cool closely and not lose it so easily.

I don't want our relationship to be ruin by me.

We have gone through so much thick and thin, I don't want us to go on a different path in the end.

And I hope our relationship can be stronger again like last time.

Although all the changes is on me, I still want my baby to pat me on the shoulder before I lose my cool.

I will be aware of what I am doing.

This relationship is we start off together so if anything happen, I hope we can solve it together and over come the obstacles.

I hope we can last forever and ever.

I wants to spend even more times with her.

I went universal studio with my baby love.

OMG.. The building are all nicely make and we have so much fun there.

I will upload the picture in the next post.

I wants to go again with friends.

I think it will be fun to go out with friends.

Woohooo!!!

I need to get some change over for my wardrobe.
I have to throw away old clothes and buy in more new clothes and dresses.
Going shopping once I have enough money for it.
Wooohooo!!!!

I got a dream. And my dream is to open a cafe.
Before I can fulfill my dream. I have to go for courses and come out to find a new job.
I can support my own expenses and other stuff like dating money. haha..
So ya..

I need to go study already.
Although 90210 drama is distracting me, I have to start my revision and do well for my last semester:)

2010-08-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

This is my first time going clubbing with my baby and her soccer mate.

Here is the photo:

2010-06-07T21:01:00.001+08:00

I am missing my baby..

she went for her class bbq..

she is very busy now that why never check her iphone for massage.

but it okie.

i will wait patiently for her reply.

I'm officially missing you.

And I don't know how I can do without. 
I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Ooo, baby, I need you now.      

2010-05-30T21:12:00.005+08:00

It has been a very long time since I update my blog.

so rite now I going to keep typing and typing till the post look long.

haha..

I have been very busy with attachment and work.

one whole week of working.

non stop..

no life.

bored but there nth I can do about it.

just have to spend each day each week with enjoyment.

(while typing half way,I have found out that there something wrong with my blogger.when I was press enter line breaking, it did not respond.end up i have to click for the line break.wierd?!)

so ya.

continue at where i stop.

as i was saying, i am very busy with attachment and work.

so i do not even have enough time to spend with my darling.

hope this attachment will soon.there more time to spend on my baby and look forward to "something special".eye shining with excitement.haha..

attachment is fine. i get to learn ways of analyzing water. so not bad. just that the working hours is very long but there 3 breaks so can relax a bit.

there 1 bad thing when attachment and that is have to do a report and presentation which i do not really like.

( this paragraph is a bit contradicting.don't what am i typing)

i am back blogging.

i was playing dota just now with baby and her friend.

i am so damn noob in it.

and they are very pro.

i keep getting owned or kill.

very sian.

but somehow i have a liking to this game.

it is something which i have never play before.

i need a lot of training in order not to die so many times.

a lot of vulgar words came out of my mouth when i am playing this game.

haha..psps..

it is very irritated when you die so many times and you can't buy the equipment/weapon which you want.

so ya..

i am addicted to lady antebellum's songs.

it is so nice and touching.

and the song is very suitable when you are in a relatioship.

but it is not suitable to those who do not like soothing song.

i want to upload one of the song in my blog.

but the music player got problem uploading that song.

so ya.

sadded.

because i want to upload one of the song for my darling to hear.

it say out how i feel.haha..

and some of the song say out how you feel sometime. like when you are happy,sad or after breaking up with bf.

so ya.

and i likes it so much.

i shall upload the lyric for my baby.

just for you to see and not to hear.haha..blehx.

Here is the lyric:

Everybody keeps telling me I'm such a lucky man
Lookin at you standin there I know I am
Barefooted beauty with eyes that blue
The sun shine sure looks good on you
I swear

Oh I can't believe I finally found you baby
Happy ever after, after all this time
Oh there's gonna be some ups and downs
but with you to wrap my arms around
I'm fine

So baby, hold on tight
Don't let go
Hold onto the love we're making
Cause baby when the ground starts shakin
You gotta know when you've got a good thing

You know you keep on bringin out the best of me
And I need you now even more than the air I breathe
You can make me laugh when I wanna cry
This will last forever I just know, I know

So baby, hold on tight
Don't let go
Hold onto the love we're making
Cause baby when the ground starts shakin
You gotta know when you've gotta good thing

We got a good thing, baby, woah
So hold on tight
Baby, don't let go
Hold onto the love we're making
Cause baby when the ground starts shakin
You gotta know, oh you gotta know
Oh you gotta know, you gotta know
When you got a good thing

We got a good thing baby
Woah, woah, woah, woah

(colour combination for this post:anyhow.haha.crazy)

2010-04-03T20:25:00.000+08:00

But first of all,I got to congrats my baby.
She is going poly.
I'm so happy and so proud of her.
And I will send my sweetheart to school whenever I can.

I'm at home right now.Nothing to do.So i decided to blog and my darling is shock when she heard me said that.
My shift training start tomorrow.
I'm so not looking forward to it.
Hope everything will go smoothly tomorrow.
And I will miss my baby very much.

I am so touch after watching QAF season 2 episode 11.
The wedding between a lesbian.
I was crying while watching it.
The vow which they have said to each other is very touching too.
I hope I can get marry to my darling someday.
haha.
I'm thinking too much.silly me.

Yellow EveryOne!!!

2010-03-21T20:32:00.000+08:00

My blog is so dead.

It has been a very long times since I update my blog.

Because I am too lazy to update/too tire/too busy.

so ya.

I will try to update my blog frequently.

My CPTC training have just started.

Plant training and lecture.

Just like normal school day.

I hate it a lot because my holiday is gone.

Cannot spend more times with my precious darling and my friends.

I feel very tire for every single test.

And the worst thing is there test.

I just hope there holiday for me.

Sob sob.

Shit...

I am starting to complain now.

I shall stop complaining and try to survive.

Important note for my baby:

And I have to thank my darling for being there when I need her the most and try to be patient with me.

Love You the most.

My Sweet Baby:)

Present and My baby!!

2010-01-21T19:44:00.000+08:00

My Birthday!!!

2010-01-21T19:39:00.000+08:00

It been since i update my blog.

haha..

So i will start off a new post on my birthday.

It was last thurs, i didnt go for cost accounting.

And I was meeting Gen for lunch.

But i was late so i was trying my best to reach sch asap.

While walking to sch,Gen called me and ask me where am I because she need me to help her do something.

So i faster walk to sch and i went over to the locker.

And i open the locker,i was so damn shock because our locker was decorated with ribbon and Arnold's hp is inside our locker.

I faster double check is tt our locker or i open other ppl locker by accident.

And Arnold's handphone rang and i was shock.

I listen to the phone call and i think it Joanna who have called me.

And Arnold,Cindy,Joanna,Yew Hin,Genevieve,Qi Hui suddenly appear behind of me.

I was so damn surprise.

I was happy that they remember my birthday.because i though they have forgotten my birthday.

so ya.

Then they have brought a slice of cake for me and we sing birthday song.

I am so thankful to them for buying a headset and planning all those surprise for me.

I am very touch too..

After that we went to mac to have our lunch and went for our classes.

haha..i feel quite peisehx when all the people in the lecture theater sing birthday song to me.

Then at night,i have dinner together with my baby at Marche.

She treating me Marche.

whee..

i am very happy too.

After dinner, we shop awhile because it still quite early.

And we went over vivocity.

My fav spot.i like the night view of sentosa.so ya

My fav shop Pet Safari.whee..

Because i love to go there and see dog dog..

They are so cute but too bad by the time we reach the shop, the workers are cleaning up the cages and all the dogs are been carry to the other side.

so ya.

shall go there some other time.i really want to see all those small and big dogs.they are really very adorable.

Hope i can have a dog soon.

haha..

That all for 2day.

Whee..

A Date With My Darling:)

2009-12-21T21:32:00.000+08:00

I went to the Body World exhibition together with my darling and school mates.

Darling and I reach early so we have breakfast together at Mac while waiting for my school mate and teachers to reach.

Darling don't have to pay for the ticket because some of my classmate never come so my lecturer said she can have the ticket for free.

so ya.

Then Darling have her ticket refunded.

Whee..

We having so much fun today at Science Center.

The Body World exhibition is nice.

The Body are beautifully shown and well preserved.

so ya..

After the Body World exhibition, we went from Marine theme to e Nanotechnology

Having so much fun.

We play around like a small little children.

And the place change a lot.

After having so much fun, we went to IMM..

We took a shelter bus at the back of the popular.

We are so damn hungry.

We have aijisan ramen for lunch.

After lunch,we just walk around the IMM.

so ya.

Went back to woodland.

And i brought a short from sport link because I going to wear it during the sentosa trip with Mac Friends.

~Home Sweet Home~

This is the picture we took together at the Body World Entrance. This is the 2nd picture we have together. The first picture we took is at the Singapore Flyer. Nice Right..haha...

1 Day Outing with Darling and Friends.

2009-11-20T11:13:00.000+08:00

Haha..Stupid face of her..

This a perfect photo of her:D

She is bored...

I didn't go school on wednesday.

hehe..

because i went out with darling and her friend, Jonas and Jacky.

so ya.

We played L4D twice and watched 2012.

It was a very touching movie.

I cry a lot of times while watching it.

Some of the scene is so damn sad.make me cry a lot.

Darling is sitting beside me and hugging me tightly.

We sit at the far back.

Couple seat.

so ya.

Darling and I have dinner together at Hong Kong Cafe.

The foods is so damn nice.

I likes it a lot.

haha.

And we have mango snow ice for our desert.

It taste very nice too without the condense milk.

I was so damn full.

~Home sweet Home~

Swensen

2009-11-17T21:13:00.002+08:00

Photo of the day..haha..so cute rite..

Last sun,i have dinner with darling at SWENSEN!!
haha.
It been a long time since i have dinner over there with darling.
We have so much fun and laughter at swensen.
darling order a fish and chips while i order a mushroom bake rice.
it very nice but too bad i cant finish all of it.
darling also cannot finish her.
After eating the main course, we have lime sorbet for desert.
It not so sour and it nice.
haha..
After dinner, we went to timezone for awhile.
And after that, i send darling home.
She showed me the video which she took when her cousin is at her house.
Her cousin is so damn cute.
haha..
After that,i went home and msg darling all the way till we sleep..
haha..
I hope there another day like this.
Can spend more time with each other.
haha..

2009-11-10T19:04:00.000+08:00

My baby is still feeling very down.

sometime she smile but sometime she don't.

so it very heart pain to see her like this.

but i will try to be a understanding and lovable gf.

unlike this morning when i sending her to sch,i cried.

so ya..

darling must faster go back to ur normal self k.

must laugh like siao and do all those crazy things.

wahahaha..

but i like baby to talk and act like a baby.

bcoz she is so damn cute in this way..

like how she talking to me right now in voice call.

lol..

My New BlogSkin

2009-11-04T20:58:00.000+08:00

I have changed my blogskin agian.

haha..

i won't change my blogskin again.

This will be the last time i changing my blogskin.

Having so much fun 2day at darling's house.

haha..

I can keep disturbing her non-stop.

I love disturbing my darling.

blehx.

okie..

I going to do my lab report now.

so ya

2009-11-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

i was so damn bore at work 2day.

not much customer and i got nothing to do.

so ya.

i finish work at around 2.30pm 2day.

darling came over to my house 2day.

she brought my EMC with her today.

because i never take my EMC meal 2day after work.

so ya.

darling was very sweet for this whole week.

so damn sweet..

the sweetest week.

haha..

everyday i get to feel the sweetness of her.

haha..

darling went home for dinner.

i ate my dinner in the afternoon.until now i still not hungry and my stomach is still feeling so hot because of the mega mcspicy.

so ya..

To my darling:

Don't play game until angry angry k.

must try to enjoy when u play k.

darling,thank for been so sweet this week.

i really feel so touch and happy.

omg,i don't know how many times i have said this to you.

but i really appreciate it :D

Love u the most darling.

muackx..

this is my sweet baby:)

this is the engagement ring which darling brought for me in Facebook.

hope i will get the real one in another 3yrs plus or 5yrs..haha..blehx..

2009-10-31T21:04:00.000+08:00

this week i have skipped 2 days of lesson.

during this 2 days i have been spending most of my time with my hubby..

whee..

on the first day of skipping school, i went to darling school to watch her game.

it a whole day event so i wanted to support her throughout the game.

haha..

i saw her score in the game.

whee..

my darling tried her very best on that day.

so ya.

den after the game,we went to have dinner together with phoebe and kim..

it was a hot day..i got sun burnt around my chest area and face.

and my leg got 2 colour because i wear thigh on that day.

so ya..

on the second day of skipping school,i send darling to school in the morning.

then i went home after sending darling to school.

done my outline for PI&C lab report and abit of introduction for BPA lab report.

so ya.

after that i have been slacking throughout.

talk to arnold and ask him he going to school or not.

and he is going.

den after awhile cindy talk to me and told me she not going to school so i have decided not to go school too.

darling wanted to come over to my house and slack slack with me.

we watched American sweet pie on mio tv.

it was a nice and dirty movie.

wahahaha..

so ya..

been spending the whole day with her.

every second every minutes and every hours.

whee..

it was a wonderful day.

but my hubby must take care of yourself k.

love you the most darling=)

2009-10-25T15:59:00.000+08:00

yay!!!

blog is back to normal.

haha..

no more problem.

i finish my work at 1plus like this

whee..

i going to watch movie later on with my darling

*imagine that*

i miss my darling.

really can't wait to watch movie with her later on.

it been so long since we spend time together.

i mean like having fun.

unlike those normal day,we just meet up to have dinner together then go home after that.

so ya.

i should start doing some tutorial while waiting for my darling to massage me or call me after she finish work.

haha..

2009-10-17T14:16:00.001+08:00

Today and yesterday i make darling super angry with me during work and even now when she at work i think she is super damn piss off with me.

yesterday when she come and fetch me from work.

while waiting for me to finish work,she told me she going to her friend's birthday party.and it is held at one of the pub.

i suddenly feel so angry and lonely.

then we started quarreling.

i don't wanna her to go to her friend birthday party.

i wanna her to accompany me talking on msn.

i don't wanna her to leave my side.

so ya.

i dunno what wrong with me today.

whenever i see her talking to someone else or disturbing other,i will be so damn piss off with her.

i will be feeling jealous and thinking can you stop disturbing other because i will feel jealous.

we have talk about this problem last time.

it her nature to disturb other during work.there nothing she can do about it.

i know and i have told myself don't mind so much about it.

there nothing to mind at all.

but today i totally lost my cold and i show it out.

i showed her my attitude this morning.

this morning i was totally very bored.

saw her coming in to work and when she look at me,i just give her those very moody look.

then during work i actually told her that we are going out tomorrow since it the last day of my holiday.

i wanna to spend it with her only.

but then she asked clara whether they wanna to tag along.

when i heard her said that i was kinda of piss off.

because i only wanna to spend time with her and no one else.

and then i though she know what i mean by asking her out.

maybe it my fault that i never state clearly that it a date.

after work,i suddenly changed the plan because of angry.

and she is piss off with me because i suddenly change the plan.

i know she will be piss off with me but then i still do it.

so ya.

this few days i really don't know what wrong with me.

i keep making her angry and i am very very moody.i feel so lonely.

so ya.

i keep wanting to have her by my side for every minutes,every seconds and every hours.

and keep her all to myself.i don't wanna anyone to go near her.i am been over protective and i never act like this before.

i don't know why i becoming like this.

this problem have happened again and again.

i know it impossible for us to stay under the same roof.

there nothing we can do about it but to find time for each other.

and darling have tried quite hard to find time for me since her school reopen.

she got a big project waiting for her to do and it her final year.

so ya.

i just simply love her too much that i becoming very very selfish.

i wanna her everything including the time she spending.

but i know if this go on,our r/s might end up with unhappiness.

i have to be a lot more considerate than now.

i have to make some changes of myself.

but there one thing i cannot change and that is i can't stop loving her too much.

hope everything can be solve after talking to her later on on the phone.

i don't wanna to feel angry,lonely and moody anymore until i keep showing her my anger.

and keep making her angry.

2009-10-15T20:16:00.000+08:00

YaY..i have finally changed my blogskin.
this is a simple and nice blogskin.
so ya.
i like it at first sight.
i like those simple simple blogskin.
:)
i am quite moody today.
maybe it because i am having my period.
the cramp is making me very moody.
and some more tml i working 8hrs.
i dunno how am i going to survive with the cramp.
i going to think of ways to keep myself cool and happy.
that was part of the reason of being moody.
the other reason is about my future.
i dunno what i going to do in the future.
i am scare that i will be going no where.
haix..
i am starting to worry about my future.
so ya.
still got another 3wks plus to go before our 1yr 2month anniversary is here.
i am thinking what we going to do on that day.
it fall on weekend so maybe it going to be another shopping spree.
whee!!!
that all for today.
i shall upload picture soon.
haha..

2009-10-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

argh!!!my blogger got problem again.
there so many boxes and i dunno which boxes to type.so ya.
i went over to darling house this morning.
my laptop adapter spoil.
have to buy a new one.
so ya.
i injury darling's cheekbone 2day.
i dunno she is on top of me den i suddenly stand up and hit onto her cheekbone.
it was so damn pain and darling was so damn angry with me until she start scolding me.
so ya.
it was the worse morning i ever have but then it all happen because of my fault.
we have lunch together at causeway point and leave woodland at around 12.
while waiting for darling to finish her lesson,i went over to mac to spend sometime reading and drinking my favorite drink,caramel frappe.
then at around 2plus,i took a bus and went over to darling school.
i brought her her favorite drink,double chocolate frappe.
darling have soccer briefing so i was waiting for her to finish her briefing.
after the briefing,we start slacking with Michelle,Merilyn and one of their soccer peep.
we settle our dinner at darling school and we decided to watch phobia 2.
hehe..
the movie is nice.
there 5 different parts in this movie and the last part is very funny.
it unlike the first four parts.
so ya.
haha..
i going to sleep now.
shall continue blogging tml.
my darling is sleeping soundly now.
haha..
i miss her alot now.
cant wait to see her tml.
i still love her the most.
blehx:P

2009-10-04T18:17:00.000+08:00

I just woke up from my nap..

lolx..

just came back from darling chalet this morning.

it was a fun and enjoyable 3days 2night stay over at downtown east chalet.

darling's 21st birthday was held at there.

1st day of the chalet,darling,me,pris and vanassa stay over.

in the morning,darling and i went over to pris house to help her take some of the stuff which we going to bring down to the chalet.

while waiting for the time to pass,i was playing with her dog.

her dog was very cute.haha..

at around 12,we went to took a bus to the interchange and wait for vanassa at 168 there.

when we reach the chalet,we check in early.

we started to unpack our stuff.and slack abit in the room.

we have our lunch at fish and co.

there student meal for the fish burger and fish n chips.

we will chit chatting while having our lunch.

after lunch,we went over to e-hub..

we played bowling.

i was so damn slow when it come to learning new things.

i keep doing all those funny funny action and they will laughing at me..i will laughing at myself too.

hehehehe..

after bowling,we went to fair price to buy the stuff that we need in the chalet.

went back to the chalet and started slacking all the way till 7 den we have our dinner,cup noodle.

after dinner,we drank vodka with sprite.

i drank too fast and i started to feel unwell.

i vomit all the whole things after drinking 2 cups.

but then i was not really drank.

so ya.

i want to thank vanassa,pris and darling for taking care of me.

we slept around 1plus after playing mahjong.

four of us slept together at the queen size bed.

but then me and vanassa cant sleep at all because we are not use to the new enviroment

so ya..

so we will chit chatting while trying to sleep.

and i was the first one to sleep.

haha..

2nd day of the chalet,i woke up at around 8plus because i cant sleep back at all and i was the first one to wake up so early.hahaha....

after that everyone started to wake up because of the wild wild wet music.it was loud enough that we can hear the music clearly.

haha.

we have mac for breakfast.

after breakfast,we started to play mahjong again.

haha..

at around 2plus,we have our shower and went over to e-hub to collect vanassa nevo card.

it was raining very heavily and darling family have reached downtown east.

so we went over to mac and meet her family.

after slacking awhile at mac,we took some of the stuff that her family have brought with them to the room first.

the buffet have been set up and we start to prepare the room for later on when the birthday party start.

vanassa,li chin and i went over to century square to collect darling birthday cake.

it a 2.5kg musical key cake.

we took a cab back to the chalet after collecting the cake.

we will very careful with the cake.

when we reach the room,we put the cake on the table and we have our dinner.

the food was nice especially the curry chicken.it was very nice.haha..

we have the cake cut at around 8plus.

and all of darling friends have come except for some of her friends who did not come.

so ya.

sang birthday song and take photo together with darling.

seeing darling so happy,i also very happy.

darling birthday celebration was a success.

den marilyn and phoebe came to party at around 9.

serve them some foods and cake..

me and darling will chit chatting with them.

den we went into the room and slack.

darling open her present and she was shock that pris,vanassa and li chin brought her a armani exchange cap.

den she took photo with the cap and the rest of the present.

so ya..

we played mahjong again..

darling was very tire and she slept at 11plus like that.

she was so damn cute when she was on the bed going to sleep soon..

haha..

i slept at around 2plus..hahaha..

at first i was watching tv on the bed with vanassa and pris.

i doze off while watching tv with them and vanassa though i still watching the show with her.

haha..i slept first again..

i was hugging darling very tight ytd night.

it was so comfortable and warm and it make me sleep very easily.

haha..

3rd day,we have to check out at around 10.30am.

i think pris they all woke up early to have a shower before checking out.

darling and i woke up the latest.

we have our shower and packed our stuff.

den we have our breakfast at KFC.

so ya.

after breakfast,we went back to the chalet and take our stuff.

home sweet home.

i send darling home first then i went back home.

i unpack my stuff and have put all the dirty clothes into the washing machine.

after that,i have my afternoon nap until 5.

so ya.

i think darling still sleeping.

going to voice call with her later on.

hehe..

Sian ah~

2009-09-28T15:47:00.001+08:00

i went to my mum friend house to have my hair cut and trim.so ya..
den the auntie also teach me ways to comb my hair and take care of hair.
so ya
after tt went to buy lunch back home.
haha..
i not working 2day.
feeling so bore now..
darling also feeling so bore now until she wanna to eat ice cream.
and she wanna me to help her buy but i lazy to go buy for her.
haha..
i am a naughty and lazy gal 2day.
blehx..
darling's birthday is coming.
this coming fri and weekend,we going to have so much fun.
darling,me and her friend is going to have so much fun.
haha..
i never buy any birthday present for darling.
bcoz i have spend some money on her birthday buffet and cake so now i am so damn broke.
but i am willing to spend all this money for her birthday bcoz i dun wanna my darling to be stress up abt this kinda of stuff during her birthday.
so ya..
tt all for now..hehe...

At Darling's house

2009-09-24T17:56:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 7plus in the morning by my mum call to keep the clothes bcoz it gg to rain soon.

so ya..

den i went back to sleep after keeping in the clothes.

i slept until 8plus den i wake up.

have a quick shower and went over to darling house.

we played cs and maple.

we have our lunch at around 12plus..

den continue our maple until 3plus.

have my hair dye 2day by my darling.

but then it didnt really cover up my highlighted hair.

it okie darling..haha

my hair is nicely dye..

so ya..dun worry..blehx..

gg to have dinner at her house 2nite.

i am very hungry now.

i working tml until 12.

so ya..

tml is my grandmum's birthday celebration.

gg to have dinner together with my grandmum.

so ya.

I AM SO HUNGRY NOW..WAHAHAHA..

her grandmum cooking smell so nice sia.

make me so hungry until i cannot tahan already.
and to my darling: stop peeking at my post while i typing:P

2009-09-23T09:21:00.000+08:00

i have been working for this past few days..
working and working.
darling's 21st birthday is around the corner.
whee..i cant wait for her birthday to arrive.
i working later on from 12-7.
finish work same time as my darling but start work 1hr later.
so ya.
gg to her house downstair later on bcoz i gg to send her to work.
hehe..
my gong gong darling.
blehx..
tml i gg to my darling house to dye my hair.
she will be helping me to dye my hair and we gg to have the same hair colour.
whee..
i having my breakfast now while blogging.
i dunno wat to blog abt..so i juz anyhow blog.
hehe..
blehx..

working week

2009-09-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

this week i been busy working.

i only have 1 day off this wk.

so ya..

2day and tml i wont be seeing darling at work bcoz she not working.

so sian lor..sob sob.

i miss her so damn 2day at work.

was looking at the time all the times.

hope it faster pass so can faster go online and chat with darling.

during afternoon time,there very little customers but when it reach night time there alot of customer.

customer in like hell.

so ya..

i am sick of mac food already..

i am scare i will become fatty after sch reopen.OMG!!!

haha..

so now i trying not to eat too much mcspicy.

although it very tempting but i will try to resist.

then now my darling keep asking me to blog.so ya..

that naughty gal of mine.blehx..

2009-09-12T19:42:00.000+08:00

nth really go well this few days.
in r/s..it still go well sometime but sometime it not gg well at all.
we will quarrel,quarrel and quarrel.
i juz dunno y we cant stop quarreling.
haiz.
when i think of it,it kinda of make me feel sad.
pretty sad and i am lost.
i dunno wat to do either.
maybe when darling see this post,i dunno how she gg to react maybe be angry with me and shout at me in the voice call.
i dunno..
i will find out the ans later on when she read it.

been busy working this past few days bcoz darling birthday is around the corner.
going to safe up a little bit of money so there enough money to spend during her birthday.
so ya.
starting to train my maple character.
dunno how my friend doing now.
hope they r doing fine.
and hope to see them soon:D
love u guy and darling too:P

2009-09-12T16:20:00.001+08:00

2009-09-11T22:55:00.000+08:00

Below is the slide show i make specially for my darling.
hope u will like it although it nothing much but photo of us tgt from the first to the latest.so ya..
haha..
juz wanna to say..
we shall be strong tgt in this r/s,
face every prob tgt,
trusting each other which is very impt,
understanding and understand,
no changing of heart,
loving each other deeply,
less anger and attitude,
growing up tgt,
and be happily tgt like we never been happy be4.
so ya..

so tt all.. a very short post.if wanna to know wat we do on our 1yr anniversary pls visit my gf's blog.she got post abt it and for me i am lazy to type.so ya.blehx..haha..i am a naughty gal and a happy gal too..haha..

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!

2009-09-07T10:10:00.002+08:00

time pass so fast for this past few weeks.
it finally our 1 year anniversary.
whee.
ytd, darling came over my house to stay over.
we play maple and counterstrike
my darling is so damn pro in counterstrike.
1 against 6..
and she manage to kill us all with a short gun.
omg.
then after playing game,we will watching dvd which we have brought.
then when the clock strike 12,we exchanged the gift which we have brought for each other.
she brought me a gift which is from couple lab.
it like a diary.and inside is some note from her and oso a photo of us.
it was so damn sweet of her.
i was so damn touch and didnt expect her to buy such an expensive gift.
i though she was gg to buy a pair of ring from there but actually no and it something else.
i am not sure should i wear it tgt with my ring or not bcoz i scare there will be scratches or wat.
so ya..
still thinking abt it.
then i brought for her a everlast shoes.
it the type of shoes which she alway wanted.
i mean the cutting of the shoes is what she want for a long time ago.
although ppl said tt giving a pair of shoes for that person,mean asking them to run away.something like that.
but tt not wat i mean.i juz wanna to gve her something which she like.
we went to sleep at around 12plus.
keep disturbing each other until we fall asleep.
it a special day iever have with my darling.

love you the most darling.
u the 1 i ever want to have in my life.
muackxx...

At darling house

2009-08-31T22:23:00.002+08:00

2day i went over to darling house to study my HMT exam which is on this wed..
yay!!!this is my last paper.
i cant wait to get over and done with this paper so i can go out and play plus work.
so ya..

as i was saying i go over to darling house and study.
we brought $1.60 chicken rice at her house there for lunch and oso buy bubble tea to drink drink.
next time i muz treat her grandmum bubble tea bcoz she alway cook good and yummy food for me to eat.
after lunch and oso after darling shitting den i start studying.
bcoz this morning darling is having very serious stomach pain bcoz of ytd we have spicy food for dinner.
so ya.
den i study study until 5plus den we have nap nap.
naughty darling keep on disturb me non stop.
she keep on tickling me non stop.
ans in the end we didnt have any afternoon nap.
so ya..
2day dinner is very nice and yummy..
her grandmum cook my fav pork chop..
it so damn nice sia..
and there oso spicy egg and fish..
all so damn yummy..
so ya..
after dinner,i continue with my study until 9.
so ya..
den after tt i see darling play maple and i get to see her lvl up too..
congrate again darling:)
den darling give me money to take cab home bcoz it quite late already and she is worry abt me gg home late.
i have a wonderful galfriend who care so much abt me.
hehe..
so fortunate to have such a caring galfriend.
now darling is waiting for me to finish blogging.
good luck to my classmate and friend who is having exam this wk:)
or maybe i the onli 1 who is having exam this wk:(..
but anyway jia you every1:D

Exam week!!!!

2009-08-27T09:29:00.000+08:00

this wk and next wk is exam wk..
after 2day paper,still got 1 last paper to go den is holiday.
and the last paper fall on next wk wed..
so long...
i cant wait for holiday..
den i gg to start working every single day to earn more money for darling birthday.
or else i wont have money to spend during darling birthday.

our 1yr anniversary coming..
still got another 11 more days to go..
i haven buy my outfit for that day and present..
so fortunate to have such a sticky darling.
and she wont be bore to see me every single day.
haha..
cute sehx my darling.
she will everyday remind me to update my blog.
haha.
den now she waiting for me to finish blogging so she can read my blog.
hope darling can faster recover bcoz she got muscle inflamation.
so ya..
then 2day darling got competition to participate.
so i gg to acc her later on.
and tml i gg to her house and play but be4 tt i gg to study abit first in the morning den go.
i still cannot upload photo in blogger.
so sad sia..
i didnt upload any photo for so long already.
i wanna to upload photo..

all the best to my classmate and friend who having exam this wk:)

2009-08-11T21:34:00.002+08:00

haha.i gg to blog abt the thing that have happen in 7th aug.
my 11th month anniversary with my darling..
we went to jurong point to shop and eat.
we shop the whole entire mall..
it was so damn big lahx..
i was walking with darling until my leg very sour..so ya..
then darling brought her formal wear for our 1yr annivseray.
she brought a causual formal shirt from Fox and it so damn cheap lahx.
because the shop is having 1/2 price promotion.
so ya.
i should have buy something from tt shop oso..but then i dun have enough cash..
argh..next time den.
darling oso brought a tie from the market in jurong point shopping mall.
and we oso brought a gay badge from 1 of the shop..haha..
then after shopping around and around, we finally settle our dinner at pizza hut..
it was so fun eating tgt with my darling.
can disturb her all i want..
wahahaha..
den we oso took some photo in the pizza hut..
haha..
then after we have finish our dinner,we went to took a train to joo koon then to clementi.
bcoz darling sch won the pol-ite..they have beaten all the poly.so ya.then they got a prize presentation at NP.
so ya..
i think my sch got 3rd...haha..
then we took a lot of photo too when we on the way to joo koon.
so ya..
so fun sia..
but sad that blogger cannot upload the picture.
sadded..
how come my blogger got prob sia and now all my icon is in the funny funny shape but luckily can blog.whee..
i helped darling to take photo of her during the photo taking session.
so ya..
although my photo taking skill is kinda of suck but i try my best already..so ya..
darling send me home on this special day.
i am a happy gal bcoz darling send me home sia..
haha...

i will alway rmb the promise we have make juz now in the bus..
and i will try to spend more quality time with my darling 1. and have commitment in this r/s no matter how busy i am with my studies..so ya..i dun wanna darling to be angry or sad sad anymore.i wanna her to be happy when she with me.so ya..i wanna to give her more happiness.
see her happy everyday really do make me feel happy too..so ya..love u darling..
send darling today..
i been studying at tamp library 2day..
intensive studying from morning to evening time.
and darling give me a small little surprise..
she give me a shock sia because she send me msg and tell me that her teacher not gg to release them so early due to there an error in the code and the teacher is trying to debug it.
so ya..
then she never tell me that her teacher have released them until she came to library to find me and it give me a shock sia.
haha..
then we have our dinner at tamp 1..
we have BBQ chicken student meal.
it taste normal actually if u order the pasta and the fish n chip.
so next time we should try their BBQ chicken maybe it will have a different taste..so ya..
then i keep disturbing darling while eating and darling keep on disturbing me too..
haha..
so ya..
tt all for 2day..
common test and semestral exam is coming..
wish everyone good luck for their test.
:)

HAPPY 11th month anniversary

2009-08-06T23:47:00.000+08:00

so fast it our 11th month anniversary..
and still got 1 more month to go and it our 1yr anniversary..
omg..time pass so fast..
and i still happily tgt with my darling.
whee..
i think my darling have fallen asleep already.
so ya..
i shall blog while she sleep so tml morning she can read my post for her..
dun said i never blog k..
it juz tt i wanna to blog when u r not aware of it..

we have been through thick and thin..
quarrel alot of times..
but there still some happy momnent tt we have tgt..
so ya..
i was lucky to found some1 who care abt me so much.
and it make me love her more n more..
so ya..
nth can describe my love for her.

tml i gg with my darling to celebrate our 11th month tgt.
whee..
cant wait sia..
it make me no mood to study for my test..
i feeling too excited and oso too stress at the same time.
i dunno..maybe it bcoz of common test.
so ya..

HAPPY 11th month anniversary

2009-08-06T23:38:00.000+08:00

2009-07-31T15:02:00.001+08:00

I am so bore now...
haiz...
bored...

Argh!!!! i still cannot blog..i have become a angry gal now..why wrong with my damn blogger..SCREAM!!!!!

2009-07-24T22:19:00.002+08:00

haha..i dunno wat wrong with my blogger.now it onli left 1 small title box for me to type.

2009-07-23T23:47:00.002+08:00

2009-07-15T23:14:00.001+08:00

HaHa...
Darling i think u will be shock to see this or not.
hehe..
hope u like it.
i going to sleep now..
blehx..
good nite every1:)

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-15T19:14:00.002+08:00

I at darling house now.
juz now went over to her sch straight after i finish my ree e-learning.
i still haven see my ree teacher yet.
he is so damn scary and fierce when he is serious and angry.
so ya.
i am very very scare to go see him.
waited outside darling sch for like 30mins.
so ya.
i was so hungry bcoz i never eat my lunch and breakfast.
so ya.
YAY!!!!
my darling get selected in the sch team.
whee..
her first game tml.
so ya.
CONGRATE GAL:)
i am happy for u.
but then tml i need to stay back bcoz of my SP report which is due next mon and the worst thing is i haven start doing yet.
so ya.
DIE..................................
got to rush everything by tml.so ya.
oh ya..as i will saying i went over to darling and wait for her.
we went to have our dinner tgt at mac.macspicy..all time fav but then it fatty..
hehe..i dun care..blehx.
i miss my darling alot sia.
everyday we onli get to spend alittle bit of time tgt so ya.
we onli get to meet up for dinner bcoz of our sch timetable.
onli get to finish sch at around 5 or 6.
so ya.
darling,dun sian sian already k when u miss me too much.
cheer up my dear gal..
blehx..
I Love You Alway:)

2009-07-14T21:44:00.002+08:00

long time never blog already.
dun have time to blog so ya.
got alot of thing i haven update. but juz update the recent thing.

last wk tue is me and my darling 10th month anniversary.
we went gelara to have our dinner tgt then have our waffle ice cream.
darling brought me the pink colour headset as a present.
haha..so happy sia bcoz i alway wanted the pink colour headset.so ya.
then after we have our dinner we juz shop around.
tt all for last wk tue.

then last sun i accompany darling to book her chalet together with her grandmum and uncle.
so ya.
at first i dunno i should follow her go or not bcoz it together with her grandmum and uncle so i will feel shy.
but then she want me to go with her so badly.so in the end i juz follow her go.
we have our dinner at downtown east together.
so ya.
then after tt her uncle drive us to amk and we took a train back home.
i didnt tap my card when i entering amk.
when i reach woodland,i cannot come out bcoz i never tap my card.
so ya.
then the person have to tap in again and tap out again.
after tt we went cwp to shop and darling went timezone to play her all time fav game.
so ya.
darling send me home on tt day.
so happy sia bcoz she very long time never send me home already.
whee..
hehe..

i got my result for thermodynamic and ree..
i failed so badly for ree.
i got a middle F..
omg..
i got to go see the teacher.
i scare sia bcoz the teacher is very fierce.
this make me recall back to when i am in pri sch then got to go see teacher bcoz i talk too much in class and very naughty in class.
it oso remind me of my pri sch math teacher.
she very fierce 1.then she pinch my hand when i did the wrong things.
tml is my doom day bcoz i gg to see the teacher tml.
scary sia..
hope i got no nightmare of him scolding me.
hehe..
so ya.
but for thermo i got a C.
i was so happy bcoz i never really study very hard for tt test.so ya.

i feel bad tt i spending very little time with my friends during holiday and oso during normal sch day after sch..so ya..
sry guy..haiz..
i will try to spend more time with u all 1.
i dun wanna history repeat itself again.

but then darling dun worry k.
we still have alot of time tgt.so ya.
dun worry that i will spend lesser time with u,naughty gal.
blehx.
i love u too much.

tt all..i shall blog again next time.
this fri i got to work..i working sat and sun too..
and i got SP report to do.it will be a very rush rush wk.so ya.
hope can finish everything on time.
whee..
jia you every1 out there:)
love u all too:)

PHOTOS!!!!

2009-06-28T21:45:00.004+08:00

the pic are not in order.so ya..
sweet memories i have with darling,Vanessa,Pris and Mac friends.
i will miss the days we have fun tgt.

I Love You darling the most.
cant wait to see u too tml.
i miss u alot alot although we r having voice call now.
but i wanna to see u in person.
so ya.
muackx

Happy time tgt:D

2009-06-27T22:59:00.003+08:00

this wk was the most enjoyable wk.

sun-mon
darling staying over at my house to have movie marathon.
she brought over the movie which she have brought at the her workplace.
in the evening we watch love matter tgt on my laptop.
then at nite we watched wolverine.
so ya
total we watched 2 movie tgt.
so it not like really a marathon or wat bahx.
after watching the movie,we played game tgt in facebook.
we went to sleep after awhile.
i felt so happy bcoz it been so long since darling is sleeping beside me.
i can disturb her when she sleeping.blehx:P
we chatted for awhile be4 gg to sleep.
while i sleeping,i can feel tt i am squeezing darling and she have little space to sleep.
bcoz i feel tt i turning too much until i really take out alot of space.
haha..
so paisehx.
then i faster turn 2ward my sis bed when i felt tt i taking out too much space.
then mon morning,we have cup noodle as our breakfast.
hehe.
then we took a short nap after eating breakfast bcoz there still some time to spare be4 meeting Vanessa and Pris.
so ya..
darling went back home at around 10.
so ya.
i will miss this day alot.
hope another day like this will come.
sobx:(

mon
went out with darling sec sch friends,Vanessa and Pris.
we went to cathay cineleisure to have our lunch.
while eating,we r talking and talking until we talk abt L4D.
haha..
so we started to talk abt L4D and we decided to play the game after eating our lunch.
but b4 we reach the E2 Max,we r shopping around cathay cineleisure.
haha..
we went to take neoprint tgt too..haha..so fun..
it been a very long time since i take neo print tgt with friends.
the latest neoprint i took is with darling.
so ya.
then we went new urban male to buy my slipper and darling sleeveless shirt.
she have been eyeing on tt shirt for a very long times already.
it juz tt she been thinking very long whether it worth buying or not.
then after buying our stuff and digest our foods,we went to play E2 Max and start playing.
we played for 2hrs.
i didnt manage to finish the whole game.
i die twice at the very last part where the helicopter have finally came to save us.
the first time is bcoz i think it tank came in and i was been badly injury until i lie on the floor ad shoot.
then Vanessa,Pris and darling was trying to save me when the helicopter have arrive but then while they are saving me,more monster came.
there tanks and alot alot more..
then they die while saving my life.
the 2nd time is bcoz i think it tank and i am badly injury again.
then i told Pris and darling not to save me and juz go so they complete the game like finally and dun have to play again since we dun have much time left.
so they juz went straight to the helicopter without me.
YaY,they did mange to complete the game.
it was like wow after playing for so long.
so ya.
but overall it was very fun and exciting to play with friends.
there alot of shouting and talking while playing the game.

after playing L4D,we went over taka to buy some finger food and eat since darling is so hungry.
then after a short while,we have dinner tgt at yoshinoya.
we start to talk abt L4D again.
haha..
and we keep laughing and laughing while talking abt it.
then after dinner,we slowly walk to MRT station.
i brought 2 sleeveless shirt from cotton on.
it like so cheap..
haha..

we took the train to marina bay and then back to woodland.
when taking train back to woodland,they start to talk abt the past then i was listening to their conversation.
so ya..
and then when it come to some part which i really dun catch a things,i will ask darling what things.
then when they continue with their conversation,i start to dun really understand and keep asking darling what thing what thing until darling ask me to stop asking her what thing what thing.
haha.then i have a new nickname:what thing.

after we reach woodland,we went to civic guitar shop bcoz pris wanna to have a look at the guitar.
then after tt we went over to causeway mac to have some ice cream and start to talk abt darling birthday preparation things.
then after talking for awhile,we went back home.
darling send me home then she took a cab home after tt.
hehe.

friday
another outing with connie,clara,yu qi,joey plus me and darling.
we went to jurong swimming complex instead of wild wild wet which is cheaper.
it was so fun sia..
the first station we went is the lazy pool.
we will playing and laying on our float.
there onli 3 float.
so 2 to 1 float.
i was walking instead of using the float.
then we complete the 1 round of the lazy pool and went over to the wave pool bcoz we heard the lifeguard said tt the wave is coming.
we organise the ppl who is sitting on float and those who r not sitting on float.
so i sit on the float while darling pull me to where ever she go.
haha..
then there water splashing from the back of the wave pool and the water is so damn cold.
the wave slowly slowly start to become bigger wave.
then we r like going up then down,up then down.so fun sia.

after the wave pool,we went to try out the slide.
at first,i try out the pink slide tgt with darling and joey.
then connie,yu qi and clara went to try out the yellow slide.
haha..
it was so fast when it going downward.
then after trying the pink 1,darling wanted to try the blue slide so joey and clara accompany her to take the blue slide while me,connie and yu qi try out the yellow slide again.
haha..
yu qi is like dun really wanna to go but then we pull her tgt with us.
so after trying the yellow slide,i went to try the blue slide with connie and darling.
it like so fun but then i didnt feel there a turn when it reach the turning part.
so ya.

after we try up all the slide,we went to sauna.
then after a while we went to the wave pool again to sun tan bcoz there alot of sun light over there.
haha..
we r lie down there and let the sun shine on us.
then we went to lazy pool again but this time we challenge each other and see who can reach the point which we have marked first.
me and yu qi are at the back so we took the shortcut and walk back to the marked point.
the first to reach is not us but darling.
haha..
then follow by connie they all.
we also played some game some where at the lazy pool.
so ya..

at around 11plus,we went back to the wave pool and wait for the wave to come.
so while waiting,we r playing and swimming.
haha..
then the wave came at around 11.30 like this.
after we finish playing and return all the float,we went to take our belonging and go change change.

we have our lunch tgt at jurong point shopping centre.
we have pizza hut for lunch.
it been a very long time since i eat pizza hut.
we have took some pic tgt at the pizza hut.
chit chatting while waiting for the food to come.
then there alot of laughter and talking among our group.

after lunch,we took a train back to woodland.
clara and joey got work at 4 later on so they got to go back home and prepare to go work.
darling accompany back to school to find teacher for the yellow paper.
but then i didnt manage to find him bcoz when i reach his office he is not there and went for a meeting already so i didnt wait for him to come and went back to woodland.
i went to darling house for hair dye and dinner tgt with her.
i helped darling to hightlight her hair but then i didnt listen to her intruction properly and get alot of yelling from her.
so ya.
then when darling turn to help me dye my hair,she did even better than me.
after dying my hair,darling went to wash her hair and find out tt there no much colour at all so she re dye her hair by herself.
so ya.
after dying our hair,we have dinner tgt.
haha..
the dinner is very special.
it something i never really try be4 and do it myself b4.
so ya.
it was nice and delicious.
then after dinner,i watched darling playing maple.
so ya.
i went back home at around 9plus like this.
another fun day have pass so quickly.
so sad tt time pass so fast.
but overall it a great memories tt we had tgt.
haha..
pic will update at the next post.
got to go sleep now.
good nite every1:)

This is for u!!!

2009-06-06T23:53:00.004+08:00

i think this pic is kinda of small..
hope u dun mind.
it for u darling.
hope u will like it..
haha..
blehx..
naughty darling.
:P

WhEe!!!!!

2009-06-06T23:40:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 9TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY:)
hehe..
time pass so fast darling..
we r tgt for 9th month already although it not very long it not short too.
i was happily tgt with u darling..
wanted to send u a msg 1 when the clock strike 12 but then i dun wanna to disturb u so i juz post it on blog and let u see tml.
we been through alot of up and down during this pass 2 months or plus.
almost over but then the love we have for each other saved our r/s.
i promise i wont make the same mistake again..
i am serious bcoz i am sick and tire of making the same mistake and we quarrel all over again..
it really make me feel very tire to make u angry everything.
but then i still very happy tt we r still tgt.
i love u darling.
hope ur faith and love for me still haven change abit yet.
haha..
and i wont leave u darling.
will stay by ur side alway without walking off when i angry or wat.
juz hope u can stay by my side alway.
let stay happily tgt den darling.
muackxx :-*

darling muz jia you for 2day audi.
and look forward to our outing after the audi.
hope and wish u can get in no matter wat.
i wanna to see u hold the blue ticket when u come out of the lift.
wish u all the best for tml.
and take care and muz drink alot alot of water k..

i wanna to see u smile again:)

2009-06-03T22:54:00.004+08:00

i am useless..so damn useless.
i am a gf who onli know how to make my bf very angry with me until she is sad and feeling very down..
i juz keep making the same mistake all over again and again..
it like never ending..
when will i stop making the same mistake again so u dun have to be angry with me again..
i onli know how to cry when i make u sad or angry..
i dunno y but i oso feeling sad and useless until i really feel like crying.
everything tt have happen,it all bcoz of me..my stupid mistake..
juz wanna myself to stop bcoz it wont help at all..
and start thinking how to not make the same mistake again.
and make her happy instead..
useless xinyi,it time for u to think and stop ur crying.it not use crying..

I wanna u to be happy:)

2009-06-02T23:36:00.003+08:00

i wanna my darling to be happy alway..
dun wanna to make u angry or let history repeat itself and let u be angry again.
i am useless in cheering u up..haiz..
thinking through wat have happen juz now and in the past.
i cant stop thinking now..
feeling very bad..
i will like and wish to make u happy every single day.
smile darling:)
i will like to see u smile again..
cheer up my darling..

oops..i juz realise i didnt press the send button so i didnt send out the good nite msg i wanna to send my darling. and i juz send out the good nite msg which i wanna to send her juz now.
sry darling..
i didnt forget to send u a msg..it juz tt i never press send when i though i got..paisehx..

I will be right beside u whenever u need me.

2009-06-01T22:55:00.003+08:00

i working from 12 to 7 for both sat and sun and it so damn tiring.
working alone and some more customers in but luckily got manager and some of the crew help me.
then last sat,darling waited for me to finish work and she went over my house to watch movie together.
we watched monster vs alien..hehe..some parts are funny..the storyline is normal like u can imagine wat going to happen next.so ya..
then after watching the movie,my parent actually juz came back home from my cousin birthday celebration.
both of us watch tv together with my parent and some more eat the cake which my sis have bake for my cousin.
my sis went to watch midnight movie with my uncle and cousin so she not coming back home.and some more darling stayed at my house until 12 which is so late already so she decided to stay over..
hehe..
i sleep at my sis bed while darling sleep at my bed..
have fun disturbing each other until 2 then we go sleep..
i so happy tt darling stay over at my house..
then next morning darling went back home at around 7.30 like this..
and she start work at 9 while i start work at 12..
haha..
sun is oso a very busy day..
no need to sell the troublesome sandwhich but then customers in until siao..
there no time for break or anything.
but go clara,joey and hui jing to help me so it still okie lahx..
after 5,i start work at main store and end my work at mccafe.
so tiring.
i was runner for 1 of the counter..
i am quite slow actually.
cant run anymore but luckily go darling they all to help up when customers in.
then darling,me,clara,joey and hui jing went to have dinner together.
was having so much fun..
then went to time zone to play after dinner.
time pass so fast.
everything juz ended so fast.
got to go home already.
i wanna to have more fun.dun wanna to go sch..
i wanna my holiday..

i guess my darling sleep already but then she very emo now bcoz she miss me too much.
went to meet her juz now after sch end.
hope she will be ok tml..
she miss me too much until very sad sad and emo..
sayang u lahx darling.
dun so emo k..
no matter how tire i am i will go meet u 1 k tml..
anything for my darling.
dun wanna to make u so sad sad again.

Random pic

2009-05-28T00:32:00.007+08:00

random pic of my darling.

haha..

all this pic are taken at sakae sushi..

and i love looking at her eating the strawberry smile.

bcoz it like so damn cold then she put the whole thing in her mouth.

the expression she make is so funny.

so i snap the photo of her eating strawberry smile..blehx..

and tt the doggy tt darling catch for me..

i think it cost her 5 dollars..

i forget how much already..

it smell very nice too..

i been hugging it everytime i sleep..hehe..

love it the most:)

Random post

2009-05-28T00:27:00.002+08:00

haha..so long never blog already..
as usual i was busy busy busy wif sch work the most.

i going to sleep soon after i finish blogging..
haha..
juz wanna to tell my darling i am sry abt ytd..
bcoz i was too busy doing my lab report until i didnt entertain her much.
but darling u will alway be in my heart and mind..
i wont leave u alone 1..
i cant wait for 2day date.
shall take pic..
haha..

yay..i finally have a new hp.
N79..
n some more it the same hp model as darling.
wow..
our collection keep increasing and it haven stop yet..
which is a good thing..
haha..i dunno..to me it is..

okie..i got to sleep now or else darling is going to scold me..
good nite every1..
uploading photo first be4 sleeping..

2009-05-22T16:42:00.002+08:00

my blog is dying soon
so long never update already..
was very busy with sch work and oso with darling too..
so sometime after sch will meet up with darling and have dinner tgt.
then sometime we onli see each other for awhile then go home for dinner.

i have cca camp last wk.
it was very fun but tiring too.
but overall i like it..
make some new friends during the camp.
the game which are organize by the game master are very nice to play too..
but sad tt i not grouped tgt with my friends.
ruo ting is in gp 5.
i in group 6.
then cindy and qi hui are in the same group,7.
the last day of camp,i went to find darling after her work.
darling very cute sehx..
miss me until siao siao..
i oso miss my darling like hell man.
cannot msg her much bcoz got game then it not convenient to bring hp around.
then when i want to call her be4 gg to sleep,she sleep already..
and she didnt sleep well for the past few days i in the camp.
she was waiting for my calls and msg until she fall alseep while waiting.

haha..but this wk..i been seeing my darling almost everyday..
so shiok sia..
i like to see her every single day.
but then bcoz of her attachment and my sch timetable,we onli can meet after 6.so ya..
cant wait for darling to finish her attachment then we can go for celebration.

i been saving money this few days bcoz of hp.
i wanna to get line so maybe i dun need to save so much and the hp wont be so expensive.
i wanna to go shopping too.
i wanna to buy alot alot short and jean,shoes plus slipper.
i been wearing the same set of clothes every wk until i very sian.
gg shopping soon with darling during the holiday.
will try to spend more times with her during the holiday.

now darling is at work.
so ya..
we gg to watch movie later on..
cant wait to see her sia..
so long never watch movie together already.
then she waiting for me to finish blogging..
haha..
was suppose to blog ytd but then i do my work until i fall alseep sia..
so ya..

2009-05-08T22:17:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 8TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO MY DARLING!!!!

we have an early celebration for this month anniversary.

bcoz thurs i have sch until 8.30pm so we decided to celebrate earlier by 1 day.

wed we went to have our celebration at sakae sushi.

both of us wanted to sakae sushi for a very long time since the day we r ill.

and we ate quite alot..actually our alot is very little to the other but to us it like so damn lot until we have to force ourselves to finish the rest which we have order.

and then i got my fav desert,strawberry smile..i like it alot..while darling have her too,lychee and peach mochi.

she saw her friend working at sakae sushi.

and then i get to know something abt her past.

after finish eating,we went timezone to play.

i watched darling play her fav game,maximum tunes.

we went home at around 10pm.

thurs is a very bad day for darling.

she called me in the morning and tell me she suddenly got fever.

i was like OMG..and i was so worry abt her.

and she even went to work although she have high fever.

i keep telling her go take mc and not to go work but darling dun wanna to listen to me and insist to go work so she can get pay for tt day..

in the evening she msg me tt she reach home and her fever is even higher.

so she went to see the doc and get mc for 3 days.

i was so worry abt darling.

i feel like skipping lesson to go over and see her but then i know she dun like me to skip lesson.

so 2day i went over to darling house and look for her.

and she is getting better.

her fever have went down and she onli have flu plus sore throat.

and we watched 17 again together.

after tt i went home for dinner.

now i saving money for this phone.

it will out around june or july.

i cant wait sia.

but i muz save enough money first for this phone.

it might cause me 900plus like this or even 1000plus for no contract.

i will be so sian diao if i got not enough money for this phone.

n some more i cant wait to get a new hp.

haha..

i wanna to change my hp..

tt all for 2day.

i need to continue doing my lab report or else i cant finish by tmr nite.

2009-04-24T22:56:00.002+08:00

i want u now..
i feeling so stress up..
i wanna ur hug..
can u come now???
i asking to much i guess.

i am so sian now!!!!!!

2009-04-22T22:51:00.002+08:00

2day went to sch for signing up cca..
then we sign up alot around 4 cca
and 1 of the cca need to go for camp which is next month i guess.
so long never go camp.
haha..
and i going with friends so hope i wont be separated from them in the camp.
i dun like..
then after tt we have lunch in school..
so ya..

and 2day there a very funny sale guy who is the promoter for fujitsu laptop.
this afternoon,me and ruo ting went to the laptop fair while waiting for qi hui and cindy.
then this guy approach us and asking us if we need any help or not.
so we juz chit chat and he is slacking while chatting with us..
haha..
a very funny sale guy.
then qi hui came and we chit chat tgt with the sale guy until cindy came.
haha..
so ya..

i so sian now..
darling having attachment so we wont be able to spend much time together like last time.
so ya..
then i will be seeing her awhile at the interchange and send her home.
so we onli spend tt few minutes together.
kinda of sad but no choices.
then after tt i will went back home and do some revision and also play maple.
i wanna to stay over..
so i can spend even more times with her.
cant see her much for every single day is really driving me crazy.
cant take it anymore but no choice.
have to juz let it be.
wanna to msg her oso cant msg her much bcoz she got to work.
and at nite is maple nite.
onli get to chit chat with her in maple and she will be busy helping ppl to spam but she will still chat with me unless she is busy killing then we cant really chat much until she is not so busy.
so ya.
how i wish i can spend those time at maple in real life.
i dunno..
sobx.
feel like crying now but no tears is coming out.

i starting to feel stress..i dunno y..
it like since school start then those modules is like getting harder and everything is like going in a fast pace..
i am very worry i got prob copping with school stuff.
i feel like hiding away from everything.
wanna to hide in a place where i can be alone, quieten down and think through.'
or maybe i should juz let the nature take the flow.
dun worry too much.
i got my friends and darling be there for me.
feel like crying but i know crying cant help to solve anything.
and i promise darling tt i got to be strong.
shall blog till here..
good nite every1:)

2009-04-19T22:07:00.002+08:00

ytd darling got game.
so went to rp and see her play.
darling didnt really play well but it is bcoz the past few wks she is sick and oso of wisdom tooth prob so didnt go training for alot of days.
until this fri she is feeling much better so she went for her soccer training.
so ya..
darling did her best already so dun be sad k..
juz cheer up darling.
after the game,we went to buy food at the........i forget how to spell..blehx..
then we went to eat at the "titanic"..
first time sitting there and eat.
i feel it romantic and i like the atmosphere..
i dunno how to describe this feeling when eating at there.
so ya..
i juz happy to have dinner plus supper with darling.
and this turn i wait for darling bus then go off.
bcoz she is pretty tire and she some how sprain her back.
and it very painful.
so ya..

and 2day i fetch darling home after her work.
she msg me during her break,telling me tt her back is pain and she having headache.
so i went over to look for her and fetch her home.
muz be ytd match tire her out.
then send her to her block downstair.
after tt i went back home and start playing maple..
and i finally have a proper and full meal after 3 days of pain when chewing make me kinda of no mood while having my meal.
so ya..
nth much happen 2day.

Yay!!!!i feeling much more better after the wisdom tooth surgery..
haha..
but sian ah..tmr sch reopen.
haiz..stressful day is here..
and darling starting her attachment.
so ya..
both of us will be busy from next wk onward i guess..

2009-04-15T17:30:00.006+08:00

From Leona Lewis:I will be

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to meAll the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

Bridge:
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

Chorus:
I Will Be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Verse 2:
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

Bridge:
And if I let you downI'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Ending bridge:
Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah
And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

Chorus:
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Chorus:
I will be (I'll be), all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

YAY!!!!

2009-04-15T13:27:00.002+08:00

i juz came back home after my wisdom tooth surgery..
now my whole of left side feel so numb..
haha..
the dentist said i have a nice set of tooth..haha..blehx:P
during the surgery,i feel alot of pressure but no pain.
and there some drilling sound tooth while the dentist is like trying to pull the tooth out.
i onli feel pain when the dentist is injecting the med to numb my left side.
tt 1 is really painful..
this 2 days i onli can eat cold foods tt wat the dentist said..
i think i juz drink milk can already or eat ice cream..
yummy..
now i waiting to play maple.

this morning i have breakfast with darling and sis..
i am so fortunate and touch tt darling is waking up early to have breakfast with me.
haha..
and some more it darling treat us breakfast..
thk alot darling..
i feel so happy to see u this morning.
but i gg to miss her for the next 2 days bcoz she going to be quite busy for the next 2 days.
she meeting up with her friends,going for her attachment thingy and she back to soccer.
so ya..
i want to go her training this fri..
i wanna to see my darling..
sob sob..
:(..
i will miss my darling alot alot..
now i think my darling is sleeping bcoz she wake up early 2day juz to have breakfast with me.
so ya..

HAPPY 7TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!!

2009-04-07T23:15:00.002+08:00

have our 7th month anniversary spend at home..
went to darling's house in the morning..
actually i cant go her house bcoz i am sick too,have avery bad coughing so i scare tt i will go there and pass my disease to her family members.
so i quite scare her grandmum they all will mind..very sry to them.
saw darling in her messy hairstyle and she in her sleep wear.
darling look so sick.her left cheek is swollen due to the gum infection.
and i brought her anniversary present plus slurpee which she wanna to drink.
then gave her the present plus note which i suppose to send her ytd midnight but then i scare i will wake her up and she will feel her wisdom tooth area pain again,and then she cant sleep.
so in order not to wake her up,i wrote a note for her..
and i glad she like the present i gave her.
actually darling somehow have guess wat i going to give her so it not a very big surprise.
another fail attempt to give her a surprise.
played maple in the morning.
then i been coughing like non-stop,darling gave me a very strong cough syrup to drink.
her grandmother help me to pour the cough syrup to the spoon.
haha..
then have porridge for lunch..
darlig oso have porridge for lunch but then it cold porridge instead of warm 1..
bcoz her throat is so damn pain,it very hard for her to swollow when food is hot and some more she onli can eat cold foods bcoz of wisdom tooth area.
so ya..
after lunch,we continue to play maple.
until 1plus then we start to watch a movie(i forget how to spell the name..blehx)
it very funny and nice..
then after tt movie,we continue to play maple.
but i didnt play,onli darling play while i blog hop.
haiz..
actually i wanted to stay until very late but then i scare i will pass my illness to darling family member so i think it will be better if i dun stay at her house for too long.
sry darling..i kinda of break my promise.
but then juz to prevent me spreading my illness,i think it better to leave early.
so ya..
but then overall,i have a great day spend with darling.
i finally can give my darling a big hug and kiss her cheek after so long.
we have been sick for quite some day,so it reduce the day we see each other and the time we can spend together.
so ya..
i really miss my darling alot alot until i cried while talking to her on the phone last sat..
haiz..sry darling..i cry again..
but then 2day i have enjoy the time fully together with darling.
the cough syrup cause drowsiness so i was kinda of sleepy too when i am spending the time with darling.
sry darling if i showed u my sleepy face.
and lastly..
I LOVE YOU DARLING:)

so in pain:(

2009-04-03T22:29:00.002+08:00

throat pain..
wisdom tooth area pain.i dunno wat wrong with it..need to see a dental i guess..but i scare too..haha..will try to be brave.
been coughing n coughing non-stop..
make my throat even more pain..
i wanna to faster recover.
sob sob:(

next wk darling going for extraction already..
hope everything will go smoothly..
n hope she will be fine after the extraction.
i think she will be weak after the extraction.
so ya..
i not gg to send her alot alot of msg to disturb her resting.
maybe juz send her alittle.
and next tue is our 7th month anniversary..
not going anywhere bcoz it the 2nd day after darling extraction.
she still need some more rest.
so going her house and accompany her.
and somemore i cant accompany her to the dental bcoz her mum going with her.
so i think the next day i will accompany her for the whole day.
and i have plan to give her a small surprise on tt day.
so darling juz look forward to tue and ur small surpriseXD

tt all..
hope we both faster recover..
then can go out or wat..
so ya..
good nite every1.
n take care..
dun fall sick so easily..

feeling sick:(

2009-04-01T21:16:00.002+08:00

have fever this morining.
but not very high.onli 38 degree Celsius
then now i feeling much better.
all thk to my sis taking care of me:D
my fever have gone down.
now onli left sore throat.
and my wisdom tooth dunno y start to pain.
i think maybe bcoz juz now when i having my dinner.
i use my wisdom tooth to bite the food.
so now the wisdom tooth area is in pain.
when i move my jaw,it will be quite pain.
but i think tmr will be ok.
haha..
then my mum buy for me the bitter tea..
so not the nice.
then she see me drink until so eeeeeeee..
she helped me to drink half of it..
haha..
tt all for 2day..
tmr i still got to go work..
haha
opening..
got to wake up early..
good nite every1!!!!

I wanna to hold u tightly in my arm now and not letting u go.

2009-03-31T19:13:00.004+08:00

2day,i accompany darling to see dental.
she got wisdom tooth prob and now her rite cheek is swollen.and the swollen is pretty obvious compare to ytd 1.
now she got the difficulty to open her and eating plus talking.
so the dentist ask her to eat the med so the swollen part can slowly recover.
by tt time,she can remove her wisdom tooth bcoz she open her mouth widely and the dentist can help her to X-ray.
but then the fee for the surgery is so damn ex.
it cost around 600-900 dollars excluding the med and X-ray fee.
so if include those fee,the total cost will be around 800plus.
then my darling got to discuss with her mum abt it.
but her mum told her not to pull out the wisdom tooth.haix..
pls let my darling pull out the wisdom tooth bcoz it will be quite pain for her in the future too.
so it better pull it out fast than later.
after we went to see the dental,went back to darling house and accompany her.
watch American Next Top Model.
haha..
i like all the short hair gal in the show.
they r cool and nice looking in those short hair.
yay!
i got patapon game in my sis's PSP after so long i forget to bring.
haha.
2day i finally remember to bring my sis's PSP.
so ya..
came back home around 6plus like this.
juz had my dinner.
so full rite now.
had bacon and soup for dinner.
my sour throat is so uncomfortable now.so itchy inside.

ytd nite,darling told me tt her mum was talking to her abt our r/s.
she said i was immature for this kind of r/s.
then she also said that darling is wasting my time on this kind of r/s.
her mum said give me 3 yrs and i might realise wat the thing i really want,maybe i will find out tt les r/s is not really wat i want and i will still prefer guy in the end.
but then the 1 who started this r/s is me..
i am quite sure that when i 21yrs old,my thinking will somehow change.maybe my though will be mature and taste for clothes will be different too.
but i hope darling can adapt my changes.
the qn whether i will think tt les r/s is not wat i wanna and i will prefer guy in the end???
i got think through this qn.
ya..maybe it my sis influence from young.
but then i have like girl be4 when i in secondary sch time and even in primary school time.
i never even deny the fact that i like gal.
no 1 know it bcoz i never tell any1 be4 and they oso never ask me.
and it my first time in this kinda of r/s.
after i have been together with darling,i learnt alot of things abt r/s and she also make me think maturely sometime.
she make me learn that in a r/s,we not only need to love that person,we also need to know more about them,shower them with more care and concern.
sometime i will do some little surprise juz to see her smile and make her happy.
we do quarrel like last sun but then those quarrel didnt really affect our feeling for each other alot and our love is still alive.
so the qn abt me liking a guy in the future wont happen.
bcoz through this r/s,it make me somehow realise that gal is still better than guy in somewhere.
gal are more caring and they are willing to spend every second of their time with their galfriend.
and they will know somehow wat their galfriend are thinking,wat are their worries and every small little thing like wat they wanna.
and i will prefer girl in the end.
so darling this is actually wat i wanna to tell you.
u dun have to worry so much about me changing too much.
i will still love you from the day we start until the end.
even if there a guy who impress me alot,i wont want him bcoz it too late,i already got some1 else in my heart already and tt u.
so hope those quarrel we have wont really make u leave me which i don't want it to happen.
so ya..

haha..my darling muz be waiting for me to login to maple.
she muz be very impatient now bcoz she send me a msg.
okie..
tt all..
bye everyone.
sad that school reopen in another few wks time.
but happy that our 7th month anniversary is around the corner and it next wk.
i cant wait anymore..haha..

Bad day for me n her:(

2009-03-29T22:02:00.002+08:00

this evening around 4plus,meet up with darling at the interchange.
it was raining very heavily 2day and i was wet although there shelter at my bus stop there.
darling suddenly jump up of no where and she kinda of shock me.
she sounded so excited but then i showed her my black face bcoz i dunno y lahx..
then darling was angry with me for showing her black face.
i start to get angry when she show her black face to me too.
then we round n round the causeway pont.aimlessly walking.
went timezone and look at ppl playing maximum tune.
saw her friend there oso.
she still kinda of bad mood and i oso..
showed my black face from the time we step out of timezone to the time we standing outside metro.
i dunno wat wrong with me 2day.
been waiting to see her from ytd until now??
or the waiting time is too long??
or even bcoz....eh...my outfit???i dunno..
it juz totally not me..
then we started to quarrel and quarrel.
i trying not to cry out in public oso bcox it will make the situation even worse.
then i hugged darling.
it make me feel so much better and i have somehow totally calm down by darling hug.
maybe darling next time can juz give me a hug then i will calm myself down in her arm.
it really make me feel so much better.
then we went to buy foods from our fav place.
so nice to eat takoyaki.so long never eat tt already..so nice and delicious la.my fav..
we went to civic 4th floor and eat.
saw 1 of the mac auntie at civic.
was eating happily..everything is fine between us.
but then something bad happen again and it make darling angry again.
i didnt wear the necklace she gave me.
i have forgotten to wear it alot of times.
so this make her angry with me.
as i have said..2day i dunno wat wrong with me.
and i have forgotten to wear the most important thing which mean alot to us.
i wont forget to wear it again.
if i forget then i should go do some reflection.
n darling can choose to walk off and ignore me.
it really very hurtful to darling and to me too.
we took bus to sembawang.
went there to shop.
darling was angry all the way from the interchange to we board the bus.
we started to quarrel again.
haiz..2day we quarrel alot of times.
then at sembawang,we start to quarrel again.
then we went starhub shop and look at some of the phone and oso the price for the phone.
shop around the mall too.
then went to the arcade there.
after tt we took bus back to darling house.
went vista point to buy ice cream.
my fav brand ice cream.
i dunno how to spell the brand.
was eating while walking to her blk there.
sit at the playground near her blk.
then we chit chat.
everything is fine now.
then darling lie on my leg.
haha..so cute of her..
at around 9plus we went off..
home sweet home.

2day is really a bad day for both of us.
quarreling non stop.
from the time we meet until nite time.
haix..both of us are hurt by each other words and facial expression.
own darling a day.
and i going to make it up to her tmr.
i am very scare to lose her.
dunno 2day quarrel have make her reach her limit??
i not sure.
hope she still can stand me.
i will really really try very very hard not to make her angry and show her black face again.
i really do love her.
i wanna to stay with her forever and ever.
i not going to bother about my mum anymore.
she have kinda of find out something abt me tgt with darling
she kinda of know about our r/s
if she found out then i not going to care.
i will still stay strong and face any prob tt will be happening and coming.
darling and i gg to face it tgt.
and hope our r/s can withstand it and stay strong.

working....

2009-03-25T23:15:00.002+08:00

changed my blogskin again.
bcoz the previous 1 is too messy and the colour is too black.so dull.
so in the end decided to change it.
haha..
i think now my this blog skin is simple and nice.

been busy working this few days.
other then tt i accompany darling to soccer training and match.
so ya..
i am tire of working opening everyday.
my mind will be half awake and my eyes are very sleepy.
but i dun mind working opening bcoz can get to spend some time with darling after work.
darling juz get her fixed this mon.
luckily it no longer tt pain after 3 days.
for the first 2 days darling cannot drink cold water so she got to ren and control herself drinking cold water.
haha.
tmr final ITE against NTU.
darling is going to play although the doc ask her to rest for 2 wks but she still insist in playing.
so ya..
will be going NTU together with darling.
haha..
will be coming home late tmr.
bcoz there will be prize presentation tmr.
so ya..

i going to sleep be4 the clock strike 12.
haha.or else will get another scolding from darling again.
alway get scolded from darling when playing maple.
but then it the way i learn.so ya
cant wait to see my darling tmr.
and it going to be our 200 days together.
haha..
another 13 days to go and it our 7th month anniversary on the 7th of april.haha..
although there alot of up and down,but our love is still alive.
haha..which is a good thing.
and hope our love wont die down.
wanna to be with my darling forever and ever.
another 30mins more and i going to sleep already plus our 200 days together.

2009-03-15T17:36:00.002+08:00

darling is injury again.
she pull her muscle on thurs game.
i dunno how she gg to work,train and play with the pain she gg to feel.
i dunno wat to do..seeing her so in pain with her injuries.
i onli can feel my own heart pain but then i cant feel the pain she having now.
tt really make me feel so useless.
maybe i should join some rough cca when sch reopen and get myself injury so i can feel how pain is it to get so many injuries.
i juz cant stop crying now.
seeing her fighting so hard for soccer.
really make me heart pain seeing her like this.
but then i wont stop her from playing soccer bcoz it her passion.
juz wanna her to be careful when fighting for the ball.

sry darling for been no mood juz now.
bcoz i really miss u alot and u cant come over my house.
but then i dunno tt even though u r injury,u still come to work juz bcoz u wanna to see me.
i really feel so touch and it make me feel bad for showing u my no mood juz now.

i am so usless.not understanding enough.
not independence and so weak.
cry baby.
am i really a good galfriend in the future?
i dunno..

A day out with darling:)

2009-03-14T19:51:00.003+08:00

went out with darling 2day.
gg queenway to buy her soccer boot,totalninety.
then we went over there in the afternoon.
was actually planning to meet earlier 1 bcoz my uncle going away for few months or lesser so intend to go see him 2day be4 he go off but then my sis said he wont be home so early then i decided to meet darling first to buy her boots.
meet darling at 2.30pm.
while talking abt mac.we some how quarrel and i showed her black face.
i was pretty angry at tt time.nvm..dun wish to mention it since it over.
juz wanna to tell darling tt i am sry for showing her black face.

but after tt angry moment,we did have a fun and happy trip to queenway and ikea.
was shopping around queenway shopping centre to find a cheaper price for the boots.
in the end we did manage to find the cheapest shop among the rest but then dun have darling size.the size they have is too small for her.
so we went to the shop at first floor and juz buy from there bcoz onli got that shop selling junior size for tt type of boot.
so after buying the boots,we went to ikea and shop.
looking at all the furniture.some of it is pretty cool and nice.
hope i can have a giant bed plus a bath tub at home.
wow...so damn nice la..can soak in warm water when the weather is cold like now.
then a big bed to sleep after a warm bath.haha..so shiok..i wanna tt..
haha..
we have our dinner at ikea.
i got myself chicken chop and while darling got herself salmon.
after shopping at ikea,took a train back home to woodland.

reached woodland,darling went civic to change her schedule.
bcoz next sun darling got match at braddell.
after tt,darling send me home.
time passes so fast.haiz...pretty sad..it been long since we have a day out together and shop around.
hope another day like this will come.
i wanna to have more of it..sob sob:(
playing around and all those time together.

2009-03-13T10:06:00.003+08:00

If This Isn't Love lyrics by Jennifer Hudson

[Verse 1:]
I'm calling his phone up just to tell him how much
I really love him cause he's everything I want
He listens to me, cares for me
So why'd you even leave?

God sent me an angel up from above
That's going to love me for life
Things would be perfect
Only because it's the only way
I can describe and say

[Chorus:]
If this isn't love
Tell me what it is, cause
I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
If this isn't love
Tell me what it is, cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn't love
L-o-v-e what is to me
L-o-v-e Oh...
If this isn't love [x2]

[Verse 2:]
I'm selfish cause
I don't wanna share
Em with nobody not even those
People that came before me
But see I ever believe.

God sent me an angel up from above
That's going to love me for life
Things would be perfect
Only because it's the only way
I can describe and say

[Chorus:]
If this isn't love
Tell me what it is, cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy (No)
If this isn't love
Tell me what it is, cause I never felt like this baby (No)
If this isn't love
L-o-v-e what is to me
L-o-v-e Oh...
If this isn't love [x2]

So if you got real love
Let me see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up
The kind of love that fits right like a glove
Let me see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up, if this isn't love
Cause I know I ain't crazy
I know I ain't trippin
I know I ain't slippin
I know that it's love
See me with my hands up
If you think I'm dreamin
I know I ain't dreamin
Cause this reason maybe
And I know what is love
If this isn't love.

[Chorus:]
If this isn't love
Tell me what it is, cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
If this isn't love
Tell me what it is, cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn't love
L-o-v-e what is to me
L-o-v-e Oh...
If this isn't love [x2]

2009-03-13T09:19:00.004+08:00

been blogging almost everyday.
to keep my blog alive and since i got nth to do.

ytd soccer match result ITE against NUS draw.
so ya..
good game.
darling have did her best in the match except for 1 mistake.
so darling dun be sad over it and learn from it instead since everything is over.
darling having soccer match next wk.
her schedule is pack with soccer training,match and abit of space for me.
and this bit of space is already enough for me.
dun wanna her to tire herself too much and putting too much stress on her.
darling is still injury.both leg are still injury due to the previous friendly game.
haiz..hope she can faster recover from her injuries.
everyday got training and match,i dunno how is she going to recover.
heartpain seeing her like this.

after the match we went back to woodland and eat.
ate at a 24hrs coffee shop.
i am so damn broke until i dun have enough money to pay for my food so darling pay for me and i help her pay for her and mine drinks.
then the auntie forget to put egg in her soup so she came over with a egg and put into darling soup.
haha..forgetful the auntie..
then after eating,we went to take bus home.
darling dun need to cross over the bridge onli i need.
but then sad tt ytd which is 2day i cant go out.
sad sia..
then was asking darling how am i gg to see her 2day.
sad la..
then when we say goodbye to each other i still sad sad over it so i didnt cross over the bridge and walk straight to the other bus stop.
then while walking,darling was running toward me.
darling said she worry abt me walking alone.
so ya..
darling was very tire already and leg still injury,she still run to me bcoz she worry abt me.
was so touch and darling was sweet..
glad tt i have her..so caring:)
while walking darling missed her bus..haha..saw her bus behind us.
then she wait tgt with me for my bus.
was msging her until she fall asleep..haha..cute sehx..
tt wat happen ytd nite after the match.

this coming sat i going to have a fun fun day with darling.
bcoz she got nothing on and i not working oso.
YAY!!!
finally can go walk walk with darling.
been looking forward to tt day.
i wanna to go shop shop.
never go shopping for a long time already.
but then sad thing is i onli can see,cannot buy.
bcoz i am so damn broke.
i wanna to spend my red packet money but my mum is helping me to save so she dun allow me to spend any of it.
argh..nvm..as long as i get to spend time with darling can already.
haha..tt all for now..
darling is still sleeping..
gg to wake her up now..
hehe..

2009-03-12T09:30:00.002+08:00

changed blogskin again
the pic i dunno how to resize it then the image wont be so blur.
resize to small it too small then resize to medium it still too small when i pass the code on the template,it dun look like medium size at all.
so now i dun bother abt it anymore.
should i put other pic instead of this??
i dunno..still thinking??maybe will change again.

ytd went to darling training ground.
watch her train then do alot thing tt she dun like.
haiz..
didnt do much thing ytd.
got go her house in the afternoon then we play maple tgt.
but it onli for awhile.
haiz..
nvm as long as we get to spend some time tgt,it already enough.
bcoz when sch reopen i dun think we will be able to spend alot of time tgt
darling got attachment and when sch start i focus alot on my studies.
but then my priority is still her.i will still find time for her.
the biggest prob is not this.
i cant go out until so late like 10 plus 9 plus like this.
bcoz i will get a very serious scolding from either of my parent when i come home.
it not holiday,it sch day so it totally different.
so i can imagine how it like not seeing darling for 3 days or even 1 day.
haiz..i will miss her like siao 1.
then i dunno i will have the mood to study or not.
or maybe we can see each other for a few hrs then after tt we wont be seeing each other.
so ya..
i dunno..seriously dunno.
i am too use to having her by my side and seeing her everyday so i cant dun see her for 1 day.i will be very no mood if i dun see her.
hope we can stay tgt in the future bcoz can see her everyday even after a day of work.
will never get sian seeing her everyday.
told darling abt it ytd.
suddenly i drop a bomb to her while walking to the 912 bus stand.
then she become like no mood no mood already.
when my bus come i straight away walk toward my bus and didnt turn back and look at her.
msg her and ask her how is she.
then she didnt reply my msg so called her and she said she very sad until she dun wanna to talk to me.
so i hang up the hp and we didnt talk much.didnt msg her until after awhile i send her a good nite msg.
then after tt she replied me and we start to talk abt the thing tt i have mention to her earlier on.
until it 12plus then we start to go to sleep.
sry darling tt i suddenly mention this things to u and turning my back on u without even turn and look at u.
i know the mistake i did ytd.
wont do it again.

2day darling got game against NUS.
hope her team can win and play well in the game
good luck darling:)
and lastly i hope she wont get any injuries during the game.
the thing i dun wanna to see most.
juz wanna her to be alright.
and darling dun forget u have to do some head check up so can find out the prob for ur sudden headache.
we shall find a day when u r free.so ya.

2009-03-10T10:08:00.002+08:00

This is my 101 post..haha..
going to keep blogging abt my everyday.

ytd,i send darling to school bcoz she still having exam.
since i not working so i send her to school and i miss the time sending her to school early in the morning.
was sleeping on her shoulder throughout the journey to tamp.a very comfortable place to sleep on.
have breakfast in her school tgt with Jiali.
so they went in to sport hall to do their exam and me waiting outside for darling.
darling came out of the sport hall at around 1hr.
she did manage to get some question correct.
hope she can pass her network test.
then after her exam,went over her house to watch Marley and Me.
so be4 tt we went to fairprice to buy cup noodles and some tibit plus drink.
have cup noodles for lunch.
yummy.
and ytd was like raining non-stop.
wat a nice weather to eat something hot.
the movie was so sad at the end and darling cried..
haha..cute sehx darling.
i got a galfriend who like to talk to chip and play with soft toy.
saw the children side of her..
so cute..
went home for dinner.
played maple.

having doc appointment later on.
so ya..
shall continue blogging 2nite.
wont be seeing darling 2day ba..
miss my darling:(

2009-03-08T22:00:00.003+08:00

I missing u rite now..................sob sob..............haha...............

wanna to see u now:(

looking at ur friendster photo..haha..

feel like uploading this pic..

hope u dun mind...haha...

2009-03-08T19:28:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!!
haha..it ytd actually.should have post ytd but then nvm.
went to watch darling friendly game at Turf city..
the field is so inside that we have difficulty finding the places.
the weather is okie at first but it not after tt bcoz it was so damn hot but then i like it..can sun tan.
i love getting darker.i dun like fair skin.
the friendly game got 3 half.
we reach the field around 10plus i guess.forget wat the timing already.
darling didnt play the first half.
and the opponent scored the first goal during first half.
they will really fighting for the ball.dun care they injury or wat.which is so damn wow.
i was sitting down there watching the other team fighting for the ball and trying to get the ball.
they are really into the game.so ya.
darling played the 2nd half.
but then darling was injury on the ankle and blister.
heartpain la seeing her injury.
her coach sub her out.
she was hopping all the way.
darling oso so in pain when she take out her tight boot and all tt stuff which is on her leg.
then her friend help her to bandage her all ankle so it wont be so pain
was watching the rest of the game tgt with darling
the total score 2-1
the opponent win.
after tt darling went to toilet and change.
we have lunch tgt with the coach and the rest of soccer team mate.
but then i didnt eat bcoz we meeting our sis later on.
darling is too hungry until she cannot tahan so she eat first.

we took a cab down to amk hub and meet my sis there.
after eating,we shop around amk and then after tt went back to cwp.
shop around oso.
went time zone and darling play maximum tone as usual.
saw auntie Mary and her friend,Vanessa.
watching darling from 1 game to the other game.
went off at around 7 like this.
at first seeing her play is still okie but then after awhile i starting to feel very sleepy liao
cannot tahan.
told darling tt i was sleepy then she start to get angry bcoz slept quite late last nite.
was cutting and writing those short msg and at the same time i was watching house.my fav show.
went to my LK to have dinner.
darling treat me dinner.
thk darling:)
haha..so sweet of u..
then went to house blk there slack awhile and gave her my small surprise.haha..
nth much actually..
darling went home then she didnt sleep.bcoz she was watching flightplan tgt with her mum.
was angry abit juz now when she told me during work but then haix..nvm..next time pls if u r so damn tire after soccer,go and rest can.have an early rest since next day u r working morning.
i was sleeping quite early ytd.around 9plus going to 10.
so ya..

didnt do much on 6th anni but then it okie.
spending time tgt.it better than nth.
so ya..
half a yr have gone..
love my darling alway.
although we do quarrel sometime.
but then we shall let this quarrel to build up our r/s.becoming stronger.
hope tt we wont quarrel so much so it wont oso affect our r/s.
we shall walk through the rest of our r/s hand in hand until death do us apart.
and i was seriously touch when darling said the three words to me while watching the movie.
so long she never said it to me already.
and i know tt my darling is still care abt me.
i dun like when she said she not gg to care abt me and letting me to do whatever i want.
i dun like tt kinda of feeling.
was hoping her to said more in the future but not so much until it like..u know..haha..
so ya..

although she is alway busy with soccer but then i cant stop her from doing her fav sport.
having lesser times tgt but then nvm.
i will be looking forward going shopping or going out to have fun with darling.without soccer on tt day.
very sian this holiday.got no mood n no motivation to work at all.
no money to spend oso.
so sian lor.
i wanna to play until siao
wanna to have a movie marathon
wanna to stay over and have fun.
i dunno when i will be doing all those i have mention.
maybe someday..haha..looking forward to it.

was playing maple rite now tgt with darling.
keeping dying until my exp is zero.
portion is going down.
very argh....
i not gg to care anymore.
gg to train until i lvl up.
so while recovering,i shall blog and dun waste time.
now gg back to train again.
haiz..i dun wanan to die..sob sob..

2009-03-03T20:56:00.002+08:00

i seriously missing my darling now..
wanna to talk to her now.
but something happen in the afternoon.
i hurt her alot alot alot..
i really do love her and seriously she is everything to me.
and lastly she is so important to me tt i cant live without her.
i will die without her in my life.
i have been thinking when i showering,eating and watching tv.
i am seriously going to let go the thing tt happen in the past and move on with my new love life.
dunno is it too late to realise this.now then i realise tt i actually dun trust her alot from the start of our r/s. but then i think tt past is past and now is now.i love her and i going to trust her with all my life.i believe tt everything she said she mean it and i dun wanna her to lose faith in this r/s since i am the 1 who tell her to have more faith in our r/s.
i have found the person i love the most.showering her with my love but then i still make her angry and upset.
why am i making her angry everytime??i love her so much and why do i still make her sad and angry??
been thinking through this qn and i think tt part of the quarrel is bcoz of me making the same mistake and also alot alot more.

both of us r tire of it.
both of us wanna to stay happily together.
both of us love each other so much.
and lastly both of us think tt our r/s should not end bcoz of our quarrel.
Dun wanna everything to end here.
wanna it to keep going until the very end.

2009-02-25T21:52:00.001+08:00

this is the bear tt darling give me..

cute rite..haha..hand make bear..

Sian ah...

2009-02-25T11:38:00.003+08:00

wake up early in the morning juz to play maple but then it under client patch so got to wait until 2 sehx which is so damn long lor.
nvm..so i wait.sian...
while waiting,blog hop abit and watch this new taiwan drama 愛就宅一起. the drama is not bad..
so ya..

yay!!!holiday is here and exam finally over.
can start working and earn money to buy new hp and new clothing.
my friend help me ask for this coming IT fair job. and we all got it..
haha..can start training as a promoter.never been a promoter be4.
hope i can sell alot alot of electronic device so can earn alot alot money..
and save them to buy my new hp,N82..
haha..

later on going to meet darling for dinner.
haha..
she dunno i meeting her later on bcoz i told her tt my mum dun allow me to go out but then i gg to try asking for my mum mum permission..
hope i can go out and have dinner tgt with her.going to give her a surprise.
2day she have soccer training until 7 so ya.
going there at a later time.
haha..
surprise surprise..
blehx:P
hope she not angry with me.haha..
dun sad sad le darling..

aftermath.
didnt give darling any surprise at all.
bcoz she was sad sad and sound very moody moody on the phone so in the end i told her everything.
cant bear to see her sad sad 1 so told her everything
in the end my plan is unsuccessful and it the 3rd times already
next time i got to plan everything properly and the thing i gg to say so she wont sad sad and in the end i tell her everything.
meet darling and she gave me a teddy bear which she brought at her sch de 77th street.
cute sehx the bear.
darling,muz save money k..dun spend too much k..
then wait for her to finish her training
go tamp and eat the fish soup noodle.
nice sehx..
long times never eat tt already..
haha..
have a wonderful times with darling 2day.
going to sch tmr.
bcoz darling need to take her portfoilo..
so ya..
then after tt play lan tgt at her house.
haha..
another fun day with darling..
will be seeing every single day.
darling,u not sian ah??
seeing me everyday.haha..
but i wont feel sian sian seeing u everyday.
bcoz i love seeing u and i will miss u alot if i dun get to see u..
tt all for 2day.
shall go play game now:D

2009-02-23T17:14:00.009+08:00

i need u rite now..
i need u to be rite beside me..
i wanna to hug u to sleep but i got to wait for tt day to come which is so damn long.
but i will wait for tt day to come.looking forward to tt day.
hope u can be wif me in person when i studying so i wont feel so stress up.
but then i cant be so selfish to ask u not to go for lesson or training.
i understand although i looking forward to ur acc when u r busy wif sch or training.
i will try to be more understanding.
i am crying rite now but i scare to let u know bcoz u will get angry or wat..i dunno..
i am trying to be strong and not to cry too much.
i am sick and tire of crying already but then sometime i really cant control my tear.dunno y..maybe i still weak..
i am trying to be independence so i wont need u so much.
sry tt i cant be there for u tmr bcoz i can stay over at ur house.sad..sob sob..
i wanna to acc u in person but i cant.
sry tt i am so fierce juz now on the phone bcoz i dun like the idea of u staying up the whole nite to do the project.
sry tt i cant acc u much when i studying for exam.
cannot acc u to training ground and play game.
tt all..
i dun wanna u to see this post.
dunno how u feel after reading it
not trying to make u feel bad or wat when u see this post.
i juz wanna u to know.
and i dun wanna to give u stress.
love you alway darling:)

2009-02-20T18:55:00.002+08:00

been busy with exam this few days.
everyday meet up wif darling but then got study while waitng for her.
1 MORE PAPER TO GO AND THEN HOLIDAY IS HERE

but then darling will be very very busy during the holiday bcoz she got challenge cup coming and school competition oso.
and i will b busy with work work work.
but then we will find time for each other.
very sian and not so looking forward to holiday.dunno why..first time not looking forward to holiday.
haha..
maybe bcoz i am broke and got to earn money and my mum is expecting me to work for every single day.so ya.
when darling have match or game,i will be going over and support her as usual.
haha..then after her match or wat,we will be having dinner together ba.
and tt the thing we will be doing when she having match or game.
i wanna to go get my car licence soon but then i dun have money and i dun dare to take money from my parent as my mum is currently not working and they are trying very hard to save money.
i oso going to work hard and save money so i can buy my new hp which cost 700bucks and i going to sell my old hp away.
so ya.
so many things to buy.
i wanna to buy new clothes oso bcoz i keep on wearing the same 1 until very sian then 2day i dunno wat to wear so i anyhow wear although i know my darling wont like to see me wear very short pant but then i still wear bcoz i really dunno wat to wear.
then she angry with me when i go over to her sch bcoz she mind alot.
sick and tire of my old clothes already.
wanna to get more new clothing so can throw away the old clothing.haha..
then 2day haiz..
i dunno why i suddenly feel so....i dunno..dunno it stress or wat..i seriously dunno.
cried then was thinking abt the upcoming holiday.feel kinda of sian oso..
msging darling while she was on the way to training ground.
then talk abt my prob and she said she will call me later on to talk abt it later on on the phone.
so i now waiting for her phone call so i blog while waiting.still got another 22 more mins to go but then i think she will call after changing so it will be 52 more mins to go.
i shall go play game and kill time.

2009-02-15T20:41:00.004+08:00

picture took at cinelesiure

darling at me.
fierce face.

stare wat stare..haha..

kissing scene.very shy to post this..haha..

another kissing scene.i like this bcoz got the lighting

haha..another kissing scene..

blehx look..

normal look..haha..

this is the bk tt darling make for me.

the chocolate i make for her.

the bear bear bouquet she gave me.

the cake i make for her.

picture took at fish and co.

this is my darling..

this is me..with the bear bear bouquet.

valentine's day

2009-02-15T19:47:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day Everyone!!!!

ytd woke up at 6.30am to go my sis's workplace and bake a cake for my darling..
was half asleep in the train bcoz i got to give darling a morning call at 8am.
called darling but then she did wake up but the she sleep back again.
then i sended her msg to wake her up.
reached clark quay.went to my sis's workplace.
be4 my sis start baking the cheese cake,we went mac to buy breakfast and eat.
then my sis was busy baking the cheesecake while i eat my breakfast.
her boss suddenly came bcoz she want to see how my sis bake the cheesecake.
then my sis gotta to bake the first round of cheesecake like 16 of it be4 she can teach me how do bake chocolate cake.
so i help up oso in the folding of cake boxes and putting the cheesecake in the box and also melting the butter together wif the sugar.
so i was busy doing all those.
after baking finish the first round of cheesecake,it is very nice and the texture is good.
but then she have to continue baking the rest of cheesecake which is like 32 more be4 she can really teach me how to bake chocolate cake
then the time was like been drag from morning to afternoon due to the boss was there nagging at my sis none stop.
then my sis cant do the thing comfortably and in a faster speed
so i was helping her in the morning till afternoon.
in the afternoon after baking the last round of cheesecake,she started to prepare the ingredient for the chocolate cake.
i was help her to prepare the thing while she was beside me,telling how grams of butter,chocolate powder,sugar,chocolate and lastly eggs.
while i was cracking the eggs,1 of the egg i didnt crack properly then it drop on my shoes then my sis faster help me wipe off.
i was like omg there egg white on my new birthday shoes.damn it.
haiz..then after finish preparing the ingradient,we start to mix the ingradient together.
then my sis and the staff there got help up abit in the beating process.
the cake took a long time to be edible.although the outer look dry and okie but the indside is still wet.
so while waiting my sis teach me how to do chocolate.
melting the chocolate then let in cool down after tt freeze it again so it wont be so watery.
the shape of the chocolate is i made 1 together with my sis oso..
then we put it in the freeze to let it set.
the cake still not fully bake but then my sis said it will be okie after awhile.
so we took out the cake and let it cool down.melt the chocolate again and use it in the coating of the chocolate cake.
after coating,i put it in the freeze to let it set.
then the chocolate,i took it out n put it in the box which i brought.
while waiting for the cake to set,i went to change.
after i came back my sis said the cake can take out from the freezer already
then she tell me to use the box in her workplace 1.
1 of the staff help me tie the box using the ribbon in their shop.
all thk to them in helping to bake the chocolate cake n the chocolate.
in the end i meet darling at 4.
faster took a train down to somerset.

meet darling at the station
then went to have our dinner at fish and co..
actually we planned to have dinner together at marche but then the resturant is been close down.
then i order the new york fish and chip while darling order the fish and chip and also Big fish drink.
while waiting for the drink to come,we exchange the gift which we make and brought for each other.
darling brought me a bouquet of bear and a book which is like a diary for me.
while i gave her a cake,chocolate and a bk which is like a diary too..
then darling set a few question in the diary and she want to test me with those qn.
at first she want me to go home and do but then in the end we did the qn together.
i got 10 question correctly.
sad that i onli can be her gf but not her wife.
was sad to know tt..
but then it will be too fast to be her wife bcoz we only been together for 5 months.
so ya.
i shall stay as her gf and get to know her more.
wanna to rmb every single thing abt my darling and get to know her more.
the food came but we didnt manage to finish everything bcoz the serving is very big.
after having our dinner,we went to cineleisure there and slack.
we sit at the chair on the 5th floor.
disturbing each other while waiting for the time to pass.
the went to timezone and see other playing maximum tune
darling didnt play bcoz she forget to bring her card.
too bad...blehx..

we watched new in town.
i brought the ticket in advance so we manage to get a couple seat.
then darling was disturbing me in the theater.
some bad thing happen and darling is bad mood for awhile but everything fine in the end.
i am sry darling didnt tell u in advance.
1 of scene is so damn funny tt me and darling was laughing like siao la.haha.
the movie end at 9 so it still early then we took train to marina bay and then took back to woodland.
darling saw pasar malam at admiralty so we decided to go there to buy shark's fins soup.
she alway carving for sharp fins soup.
but be4 going there,we went to mac and check schedule.
took a bus down to admiralty.
darling brought the shark's fins soup and we share eating the soup together.
darling took 912 bus with me then she alight at the interchange while i took the same bus back home.
reached home and get scolding from my mother.
but then i didnt said anything.
juz nod my head all the way.
was so damn tire.was msging darling while i was lying on my bed until i sleep.

then this morning at around 10plus i went to work then darling told me that my mum ask her abt ytd thingy.
darling told her all abt it.where we go and wat we do.
i told darling tt i didnt tell her anything.then we both find out tt my mum is actually testing her and darling though i told her everything last nite but then i didnt.
bcoz i didnt told my mum anything then how come she know we went to watch movie and all tt..
so we got it tt my mum is testing her with the qn.
both our mum is suspecting of us tgt.
her mum know abt us through her private blog.
then my mum know by testing my gf.
so ya.
we just got to face any problem tt going to happen in the future.
my mum didnt question me when i get home.
we though she will but then she didnt.
so juz wait for her to question me maybe tmr or wat.
my mum will know the true sooner or later.cant hid it forever.
we just got to face the music together.

this year valentine's day is great.
bcoz it with my darling.
thk darling for the gift u brought and make for me.
i really appreciate it.
i love the gift u gave it to me.
i will take good care of them
darling,u gave me a happy valentine's day ytd.
the first time i spend my valentine's day so happy.
juz hope we can stay like this happily together until death separate us apart

Darling!!!!

2009-02-11T20:15:00.003+08:00

darling..
dun sad sad n no mood k..
dun be affected by the stuff that happen ytd..
look forwatd to valentine day ba.
got some surprise for u so dun moody anymore le k
muz cheer up wor my baby..
wanna to see u smile juz like 2day..u manage to smile abit..
dun no mood anymore..
juz hope u can get ur hp back.
then look on the bright side bcoz e going to buy the same hp tgt.
N82 so let work hard to save money tgt.
haha..
cant wait to get new hp so i can save every single msg from u darling.
haha..
muackxx..love u alway darling:D

everything is resolve:D

2009-02-09T18:53:00.003+08:00

this morning i send darling to sch.
then study in her sch abit while waiting for her to finish her lesson.
in the afternoon,we have lunch tgt wif her friend.
we have western food for lunch.
and it yummy especially the mashed potato.
then after lunch,darling went for her lesson tgt wif her friend then i sit at the bench studying while waiting for her to finish her lesson.
darling shoulder is very nice to sleep on..
i can fall asleep easily when sleeping on her shoulder.
haha
went to take bus tgt wif her friend..
we total missed 4 buses..
so ya..

haiz...bad thing start to happen..
we quarrel again..
i make the same mistake again..
twisting my word here n there..
until darling cannot tahan me..
i am sry darling
cause u have a bad day 2day.
and it again..
ytd we already quarrel then now quarrel again..
xinyi ah..dunno how many stupid mistake u have make and u keep repeatng it..
and this cause us to quarrel bcoz of my stupid mistake.
darling,i promise i wont make the same mistake again.
i wont forget the thing u said to me..
i wanna to everyday give u a wonderful and a happy day..
dun wanna to end up quarreling wif u..
dun wanna it to affect our relationship.
i mean wat i said and i will do it..
dun wanna everything to end juz bcoz of my stupid mistake.
i can't leave without u.
my life will be totally suck without u..
i dunno how i going to live without u in my life.
i will do wat i promised u and i will do it..
and there wont be wat if..
i love u alway...

2009-02-08T20:21:00.003+08:00

2day is a sad sad happy happy happy sad sad day..
showed darling black face bcoz i am sad that she cant wait for me to finish work which she normally do n will..
bcoz she got to be home for dinner ang have to stay at home 2day.
so ya..but then darling didnt showed me black face and she forgive me.
she dun wanna to show me her black face at work.bcoz it will cause each other to have a very bad day so she didnt chat wif me much at work.
until in the afternoon she help me when customer in.
thk alot darling:)
u really been very nice to me 2day although i showed u black face this morning and u waited for me until i go break although u r already very tired.really appreciate the thing u did for me 2day.thk alot darling.
u alway gave in to me but i dunno u can give in to me for how long.
i dun wanna it to happen.
dun wanna u to leave me..
wanna u to be beside me alway.
happy that u didnt showed me black face n everything is solved after darling went home.
but then i am really sad sad that i cant see her much 2day so cried a bit at work.
everthing is fine after awhile.
i am back to normal.
i am very sry darling
this my last time to show u my black face during work time.

juz wat wrong wif me..
i really got to be a very understanding gf.
both of us got our own stuff to busy wif.
actually we dun have much time to spend together but then we will still find time for each other.
she got soccer,sch work and work..alot of things to busy wif but then she will still find time for me.
while i got sch work n friend to busy wif but then i will still find time for her.
but then i will still get sad when i cant get to see her for 1 day or when i onli get to see her for awhile.
i alway tell myself that awhile is better than nth so dun be so sad abt it then.
like for 2day..i keep telling myself not to be sad but in the end i am still sad and showed darling black face.
i am sry darling.
juz wat wrong wif me..is this ur understanding..u r not at all..u r not...
maybe i too use to spending my every single day wif her that i cant stand it when she not wif me and i will start to miss her like siao..
but then i dun wanna to force u to do something when i showed u black face
like 2day,u actually wanna to go home straight after work but bcoz i showed u black face then u wait for me to go break then u go home.dun force urself if u dun wanna to do it..
i really feel very bad.
and u still brought something from maple and gave me a surprise juz now..
i really love it and thk alot darling.really thk alot..u really been very nice to me although something bad happen to us this morning..really thk alot n i appreciate it.
haha..i crying while typing this blog.
1 final thing to tell my darling is that i wont show u black face anymore at the wrong timing.i promise i wont.
u gotta blieve me..but darling cant dun alway shout at me when playing maple.bcoz this make me sian diao really and hurt me.

2009-02-07T00:40:00.002+08:00

Happy 5th month together wif u darling.
look on ur left hand side.it the pic of u and me..
haha..R u shock to see our pic??
changed my blogskin to something special.
glad that i have found u darling:D
although i alway make u angry,u never leave me and still stay by my side.
because u cant bear to leave me and i oso cant bear to leave u too..
feel so loved by u..
and i was really touch and appreciate on the things u have done for me.
happy to have u as my galfriend and happy to found u.
u make me feel so different.
first 3 month and after the first 3 month,we r still the same and nothing have change.
like wat other ppl said that first 3 month is honey month period.
but then for us it different and i believe it.
i love u darling alway.
wanna to stay together wif u forever..
muackxx..

darling is sleeping now
very tired after training..
get to see her later..
going to watch her game later on and going to her friend birthday celebration too..
so ya..
missing her alot now..haha..

up and down

2009-02-03T23:36:00.004+08:00

very long never update my blog already

this few days really alot of thing happen between me n my galfriend n also sch work.

have some quarrel wif darling

bcoz i did something wrongly,showed her black face when she is sick,changing my mind very easily n alot alot more.

tt cause us to quarrel over it.

but at the end of the day,we solved our quarrel and everything is back to normal.

she n me happily tgt.

i wont leave her n she wont leave me tooXD

then exam is coming.

but after exam is holiday.

then when i having holiday,darling will be having her exam.

haha..

then i will send her to sch for every single day.

now at darling house.

she asked me to update my blog while she going to shower.

i oso dunno wat to type..

juz endlessly typing.

came to her house in the morning.

her grandmum cooked spaghetti for me.

so nice sia..i like to eat her grandmum cook 1 bcoz it taste different from outside 1 and it western together wif chinese style of cooking.

so i very very full now.

darling dun wanna to go shower then keep walking here n there.

showing me her toys then dun wanna to go shower.

lazy to bath.

lazy bum ah her.

then juz now she scare me wif her chip.

n now she sitting on the floor dun wanna to go shower.

so naughty of her.

like a small kid dun wanna to go shower.

n finally she go shower already.

finally..

haha..

smelly n naughty gal..

now i waiting for her to come out of the shower.

she shower very long 1.

so ya..

taking her own sweet time to shower..

haha...

this post is for my darling!!!

2009-01-17T01:13:00.006+08:00

this is my cute cute,toot toot,adorable n lovable darling..

haha..cute sehx..

darling,juz wanna to tell u tt I LOVE U VERY MUCH!!!!!

i will try my best not to do anything or say anything tt made u angry again.

i am scare tt if i alway make u angry then will 1 day u cannot tahan it n leave me but then ur msg juz now have clear my doubt already.so yal..

and i believe u wont.

i oso wont leave u even though u can be easily angry sometime n u scare tt 1 day i cannot tahan it.i will try to chill u down 1 if u r angry.

and oso control my tear.bcoz everytime u angry u r like so fierce la.make me scare scare.

haha..

i of course got though of our future.

though of staying tgt wif u in the future or wat.

n oso stay happily tgt..haha..but tt was in the future so we got a very long way to go.

n darling i believe that u will squeeze out time for me no matter how busy u r wif ur soccer n studies.i dun wanna to add on to ur stress.

i wanna to be supportive in everything u do and try to be there for u whenever i can.

so ya..i wanna to create this post to said out everything i wanna to said to u.although i can said it personally to u but then i juz wanna to type it out n create a post specially for u.

said out my love for u.haha..maybe i should put this blog as private..should consider..haha..but of course will invite other ppl to read my private blog if it gg to be private.

i miss u darling whenever u r not wif me.n i love u darling forever n ever.

not going to let u go so u cant let me go oso.

u muz be by my side forever n ever..

n muz love me forever wor....

n lastly i am glad tt i found u,my darling..

happily tgt wif u,darling:D

french make up lesson..

2009-01-17T00:55:00.003+08:00

2day got cep test n i was very very damn late for ipc tutorial.didnt went in even though i already outside the classroom.

cep test is very very simple bcoz it all tutorial qn.i know how to do but then i forget how to do already.

so ya..but qn1 is the qn tt i dunno how to do even i got try to do it in the tutorial be4..

banana dun be sad anymore.work harder next time k..cheer up gal..jia you for next test:)

then went home after having lunch wif my friends.

i straight away go to sleep after i reach home.did msg darling for awhile.haha..

then after tt wake up n shower,took train down to yck n meet cindy for the french celebration.

it was very celebration.

all the ppl there is i dunno 1 except those ppl from my class.

then cindy,sharon n me r thinking of going home as early as possible bcoz the celebration is like wasting our time.

so we played some game n ate pie which is brought at carefour.

at the very end of the celebration,sharon have successfully sneak out without been notice.

me n cindy oso have successfully sneaked out while the teacher is conducting a role play wif 1 of the gp.

so we walked to the mrt station tgt.

n i went to braddell to meet darling.

miss her alot.

darling scored a goal in the game.

congratulation darling!!!!

went to mac n find her.

have dinner tgt wif her n oso wif her friends.

then after tt took a train back to woodland tgt wif her friends.

so ya..blogging rite now while waiting for my sis to come home from her friends birthday celebration.

sleeping soon bcoz tmr working opening..

good nite every1..

sleep tight n sweet dream every1:D

birthday pic with my friends!!!!

2009-01-17T00:38:00.004+08:00

this is me eating the birthday cake which my friends brought for me.

me eating the cake!!!
taking photo tgt wif my friends
forgot to take the pic of the cake..so in the end onli manage to take the pic of half eaten cake.1 is cheesecake the other is strawberry shortcake.yummy!!!!

taking pic tgt wif qi hui..haha..

birthday present and cakes:D

2009-01-14T21:29:00.003+08:00

this is the present my friends brought for me..thk alot to u all:D

this is the cake my darling brought for me.strawberry shortcake oso..

this the birthday cake my sis have make for me.it strawberry shortcake.

haha..my fav...

there some more pic to upload but it wif genevieve.i will get it from her n upload the pic again.

more pic to come..haha..

Happy Birthday:)

2009-01-14T20:23:00.006+08:00

i am really very happy 2day n ytd.

full of surprises..

haha..

ytd,darling came to my sch n wait for me to finish school bcoz she wanna to celebrate birthday wif me.

then after tt we went tempaines to have our dinner n oso watch movie.

we watched Yes man..

the movie is very funny n nice.

then i need to go home early 2day bcoz i need to practice the role play wif cindy on skype so we went back home tgt.

bcoz darling wanna to countdown wif me.

then she brought 2 strawberry shortcake for me from breadtalk.

really touch n appreciate it alot.

then i have told my mum abt it already.

so ya.

she came to my house n then i was using my laptop while she lying at my bed doing nth.

then i was doing my cep assignment,blog hopping,practice my script and playing pet society.

darling she was so naughty sia.keep on disturb me while i doing my stuff.

then when it 12am,we faster go took out the cake from the fridge n darling sing birthday song to me.i was so touch..

then after tt darling fall asleep on my bed.

so i tell her if she tired then juz stay over n some more there no bus for her to go home already.

so she stayed over n slept at my bed tgt wif my sis.

then this morning darling woke me up n we go mac n check our schedule.

haha..really touch on the thing she do n it first time i have spended my birthday wif my darling.

then 2day went to sch early to rehearsing the role play wif cindy.

we will having breakfast tgt n oso rehearsing our role play tgt.

then around 10 plus,we went to our math lecture.

haha..both me n cindy have forgotten tt 2day got lab make up lesson.

n we wear short pant n i wear slipper some more.

so we decided to go back home n change.

after math lecture we faster go back home n take our stuff..

i faster call back home n asked my sis to help me bring the stuff to mrt station so i dun need to go home n take.

then while walking out of the sch,cindy n me r rehearsing the script again.

darling came to meet me at the station.

she juz reach interchange then she wanna to see me very badly so she came up to mrt station n see me..

so darling waited tgt wif me..

we like waiting n waiting for my sis to come.

she very very slow la.

after meeting my sis,darling went off to sch while i go take train to meet cindy.

so ya..i meet cindy at yishun.

then we go sch tgt.

then while walking to sch we r rehearsing our script again.

haha..we got to use the time we have usefully.

then when we reach the classroom,every1 is waiting for us to come back bcoz our french teacher want every1 is be present for the role play.

then no 1 want to start presenting.

so cindy ask me whether we want to go first or not.

at first i was like eh...should i or should i not bcoz i feeling very very nervous sia.

so ya..

but in the we r the first group to start.

i wanna to faster finish the role play thingy then it can ease my mind.

so ya..

we did quite well for the role play although both of us r very nervous during the role play but overall it still quite okie.

then afte french lesson i faster go change my pant n went off to lab lesson.

so ya.

2day science experiment was so confusing.

i didnt understand wat teacher talking abt.

there like 3 parts to do.

so teacher assign each table to do the different part of the lab experiment.

then me n arnold did the first part of the experiment.

i was like okie.

then i was very confusing while doing the experiment.

i dunno wat chemical to get or wat apparatus to take.

but in the end we didnt manage to get the result bcoz there something wrong with the chemical.

so ya.

onli my gp n wei xiang gp didnt get the result for experiment but the rest still mange to get the result bcoz they used the chemical tt is okie 1.

n the chemical which is okie 1 is been use up so ya.my gp n wei xiang gp used the chemical which got prob 1.

after finish doing the lab,we faster clear up the lab.

but then we didnt clear the thing properly n we went off.

in the end we got come back n clear the lab wif genevieve.

so ya..we cleared up the lab n went off.

genevieve went to the toilet so we waited for her while cindy they all have went to locker to put their lab coat.

haha..then we saw mr wai hong n we chatted wif him for awhile.

then suddenly cindy they all sing birthday song n i turned n look at the wrong side.

i was so touch by them n oso very very happy..

really appreciate it alot alot.

i am happy until i dunno how to really express it out.

n we took some pic tgt.

really happy n thankful on the things they do.

this yr my birthday is really really a great n enjoyable 1.

n didnt expect alot of my old classmate still rmb my birthday.

thk to u all for sending me birthday msg.

i am really really touch by the thing my friends did,wat darling did n oso those we send me msg.

i am really really happy..

yay!!!i am finally 18 yrs old.

n it a happy 18th birthday..

thk to all my friends,my family n lastly my darling.

love u all:)

u all really mean alot to me:)

u all r my VIP:)

a final big thk to u all:D

really make my 18th birthday a happy 1..

photo tt we took 2day.

2009-01-10T23:29:00.002+08:00

me n my darling

me n my darling agian

haha..took pic of her while she eating..cute sehx..

this is wat i eat 2day during lunch..

n this is wat darling eat for her lunch..

the shirt i brought 2day at far east..can fold up 1 wor..

Everlast shirt..same as darling..our couple tee...

haha..brought this t-shirt juz for fun..

my advance birthday present from darling..i love it alot..

a day out wif my darling

2009-01-10T22:53:00.004+08:00

actually 2day was darling beach soccer game at sentosa 1 but the last nite the game was last min cancel bcoz of not enough team participating.

so darling n me decided to go town to buy CNY clothes.

so ya..

we meet at 12 2day but then i am the first 1 to reach..haha..waited for darling at the station.

while waiting for darling,a uncle ask me how much his card value left then i tell him lor.

darling came a few min after the uncle walk off.

then we took the train down to orchard road.

darling look so cute 2day wif the dickies bag

then i put all my stuff into darling bag.

haha.bcoz 2day i didnt bring bag excpet wallet n hp..

our first venue is far east plaza.

was walking up down down.

at first there really nth catches my attention.

so didnt brought anything.

then we went over to taka to shop n have lunch there oso.

at first we will thinking whether to eat at pasta cafe or pepper lunch.

in the end we eat pepper lunch bcoz darling never eat be4 so wanna to try out.

i ate the humburger while darling ate salmon something.

so after eating we will shopping around taka.

but then there still nth catches my attention.

so we went to the basement.

walk pass pasta cafe n saw Cindy working.

was trying to said hi to her but then she was too busy to notice us.

so in the end we didnt get to said hi to her.

then we went to shop at paragon..

then darling brought a adidas sport bra..

after tt we went to far east again bcoz i was thinking of buying clothes from far east.

then went over there.

darling was msging Yi Jin n find out tt she was at far east oso wif her bf but by the time we reach there they already went off to other places already.

so i brought a polo shirt n a t-shirt.

after buying those 2 shirt.

we went to herem to buy everlast polo tee.

brought a couple polo tee..

after buying we went to find a place n sit.

then was chit chatting wif darling on the things i haven buy yet.

i been wanting to buy the everlast shoes but got no money.

so darling said we went to everlast shop again n try out the shoes.

at first i didnt though tt she will buy the shoes for me.

i though tt she want me to try out the sizes then next time we come to the shop again n buy.

but after trying out,darling was telling the person tt we want tt shoes.

i was like so shock n so damn touch bcoz 2day we already spend so much money already n now she buying tt shoes as my birthday.

i was gg to cry out la..

then after buying the shoes we went back to the place we will sitting juz now.

then i was looking at darling n saying thk to her.

n i cried out bcoz i really feel so touch tt she brought tt shoes for me even though 2day we spend so much money on CNY clothing.

so ya..cried on darling's shoulder.

haha..

then we sit there until 7 then we went back to cwp.

we went popular bcoz darling want to buy stuff.

then when we walk out of popular we saw my auntie.

they gg popular to buy my cousin bk.

my uncle looks so fierce..so scary la..

we went to basement n brought bubble tea.

darling send me home 2day.

we will freezing inside the bus la..

it was so cold la.

then we didnt sit 1 round 2day.

went seven eleven to buy cup noodle n eat.

we will sitting at the staircase there n eat cup noodle.

we sit at the staircase for awhile then darling went home at around 10.

so ya.

chatting wif darling now on msn.

juz wanna to tell my darling tt i am so touch tt she gave me tt shoe.

really love it alot.thk alot darling..

i love u:)

studies n studies.

2009-01-05T22:56:00.003+08:00

sch reopen not long ago..

so sian..

but then still okie..

onli cannot see darling but then still can see my sch friends they all which is fun oso..

2day,i send darling to sch then after tt send myself to sch.

so ya..

saw jiali n li ling at the interchange..so qiao uh..

haha

i reach yck very early 2day..dunno why..normally i will be late abit if i send darling to sch.so ya..

but surprisingly i am early..

n some more 2day is MS last lesson..wow..dun have to attend MS lesson anymore..onli need to attend the tutorial section.so ya..

lab experiment for 2day is so confusing.

there many procedure to follow.

make it very hard to understand.

luckily got qi hui help,she keep explaining to us abt the lab experiment.

so manage to get the result in the end.

to banana, cheer up k..dun think abt the lab experiment anymore.

after darling finish her sch,i went to meet her at CWP to have dinner tgt.

but darling is super damn sad 2day bcoz the dickies backpack tt darling want to buy is out of stock.

so ya..

she is totally sian diao man..

then after having dinner, we went to BP to find but then still dun have.

darling suddenly having very serious stomach pain.

luckily she feel so much better after going to the toilet.

NO MORE CREAMY OR SPICY FOODS FOR HER ANYMORE.

IT BAN UNTIL DUNNO WHEN..

SO U BETTER DUN LET ME FIND OUT TT U EAT SPICY/CREAMY FOODS..

OR ELSE U GET IT FROM ME K.

IT A WARNING FOR U,MY DARLING..

2day 1 is a very short short post.so ya.

update update!!!!

2009-01-01T10:20:00.008+08:00

new yr eve pic.

having so much fun ytd..

hehe..

this pic here is wat i took ytd.

very little bcoz some i deleted..

but be4 going for the new yr eve celebration wif my mac friends.

i went roller blade wif cindy,yan hwee,qi hui n ruo ting.

we having a hard time to learn roller blade.

onli cindy n yan hwee know how to roller blade.

it was so difficult to learn but we didnt give up learning.

all thk to cindy n yan hwee,we get to learn some basic abt roller blading.

26 dec

i went to my sis workplace n have lunch.

the following pic is the pic i took when we r waiting for food.

the food is yummy..haha

latte...

the dishes my mum order.

the burger my sis order n it very very big wor.

fish n chips.it very very nice wor.

my sis n i

my mum

my sis

christmas day pic

my mac friends n i went to changi airport to countdown.

we all r having so much fun sia.

laughing non stop.

this bear is the present from my darling..

cute rite.

i like it alot..hehe..

tt gal over there is bullying me.

she box my face:(

haha..naughty gal..

Aishah,connie n yu qi

connie n yu qi

the pic of us

another pic of us

3rd pic of us.

working wif darling..

2008-12-22T21:51:00.001+08:00

dar dar working tgt wif me..

we like trying to work tgt on the same shift so can see each other.

we r not tire of seeing each other face everyday.

at work and through webcamXD

happily chat wif darling everynite through msn n sms..

never ending conversation

but 2day i wanna to tell darling tt i am sry.

never though tt u will give me a surprise by not replying my msg..

sry sry..

i wont show u my bad mood look again

i will try my best to control my mood.

in the morning got serene chat wif me n oso darling.

oso other crew who is younger than me.

have fun 2day.

but didnt have the same break as darling 2day.nvm..next time ba

customer in in the afternoon.

n qi hui came 2 mac wif her parent 2day.

was shock to see her bcoz didnt expect tt i will see her 2day.

2day i been extend bcoz 1 of the crew was late then i was waiting for him to come.

but in the end when manager n me was trying to call him,he kinda of didnt pick up the call.

so the manager decided to call cwp to lent their beanie to us.

so 1 of the beanie came over n take over me.

i was counting the money but keep counting it wrongly.

so in the end the beanie help me count..

so paiseh sia..

haha..

then went to darling house 2day.

bcoz she want me to acmpy her.

so i acmpy her to her house..

was in her house for awhile.

having fun wif her at her house.

i keep on disturbing her.

tickle her non stop.

then i went off at around 5plus

meeting my sis to do our hair.

my new hairstyle still look the same.

compare to the last time 1,the onli diff is tt it look longer tt all.

hair colour still the same n tt all.

webcaming wif my darling now(took some pic of my dar dar juz now through webcam,cut sehx.diff kind of expression.love her:D) n oso waiting for my friends to come online so we can discuss abt tmr outing.

was wondering where r we gg tmr.

will be having fun wif them.

then web,not working bcoz darling n me r going out wif the mac crew to countdown..

haha

will be a very fun 1..

there will more pic taken wif them.

so ya.

n thurs is a day out wif my dar dar.

juz the 2 of us.

yay!!!!!

sch reopen soon

sian uh.

i hope my sch was blown away by tornado.

will be happy to see tt happen..

wahahaha..

i am evil n tt all i can said abt myself.

1 whole day wif darling

2008-12-16T10:59:00.003+08:00

ytd i was working opening.
darling oso working in the morning.
as usual darling was disturbing other crew n me..
n there very little customer ytd..it can count within the 10 fingers.
having break tgt wif darling but then she punch out later than me.
happily eatting tgt wif darling.i have sausage egg muffin for breakfast.
punch in from break.n was walking here n there..bcoz i really got nth to do except walking here n there..
then qi hui came in the afternoon.
chit chat wif her for awhile.
she came to singapore 2day bcoz she need to hand in the opt out form 2day.
me too...i oso gg to hand in my opt out form..i gg to opt out of franch class..
although it a waste to learn something half way but then i think i have the difficulties of passing the latest test tt teacher gave us last last wk be4 sch holiday.
so ya..decided to change to business course like marketing..hope i can get in.
after work.i went home to change then go darling house n wait for her to finish doing her DAE..darling is applying to go poly next yr..hope she can get into any poly sch.get into my sch better..haha..
waited for darling to shower and pack her stuff.
while waiting i watched alittle bit of L word...
we leave her house at 3plus.
then go my sch to hand in the opt out form.
teacher is not tt so i put the form outside at the transparent folder.hope he can see it..
went to darling training ground 2day.
her couch keep asking me to come n do training wif them but then i not tt interested in soccer.i onli interested to watch my darling playing soccer..
so ya..even her friend oso ask me to join then but i said no..
in the evening it started to rain again.
seeing my darling having her soccer training in the rain..make me very worry abt her.
dun wanna my darling to injury herself..
then when her training was abt to end,michelle asked me to buy some stuff so i went to help her buy..
came back n darling have changed her shirt already.
eating mac again 2day..
was listening her friend chit chatting n darling uh..was disturbing me la.
then took train back home tgt wif her friends.
sended darling home ytd.
was sitting at her block downstair for awhile then went home.
reached home n i didnt shower..juz sleep straight away.

Happy 100 days wif my darling!!!!
Love u darlingXD

working again

2008-12-14T21:07:00.002+08:00

working 2day wif darling.
worked at around 9 and end work at 4 n 2day oso working main store.yay..so fun working there.
n some more 2darling i working tgt wif darling.haha
have fun working wif.
she uh very naughty.keep disturbing other ppl
hitting their cap..
haha..tt my darling.playful but serious when there customer.
then i been doing runner from morning till afternoon.
then have break at around 12.30..
then after punch in i got nth to do then i take over mc cafe crew so she can go for her break.
was so damn bored bcoz not much customer.
then my mood was turn off when darling become runner for the gal who seem to like her.
so ya..tt y..
then i was like nvm...bcoz i know she still got me in her heart.i am juz simply jealous.
after mc cafe crew come back,jasmine got nth for me to do then she ask me to some cleaning for the mc cafe sink at the back.
been doing tt then after tt i become serene runner.
disturbing darling but then she disturb me n the other crew most of the time.
then i become jealous again bcoz the gal who seem to like her lean on her.i was like argh..but haiz wat can i do since she dunno i am her tgt.so ya.
then i juz walk away to the other counter.
darling actually finish work at 2 1 but then she want to spend more time wif me during work so she change shift wif other ppl.then she finish work at 3.30.after she punch out,she waited for me to finish work.
but then poor serene been extend until 5.
so ya..at first darling n i though of waiting for her 1 but she kana extend so we went off first.
darling,want to eat chucky chicken.so we shared the sandwhich tgt.
after tt,she accompany to buy ear pieces bcoz my old 1 spoilt already.
send darling home 2day.
have a great time wif her in the bus.
she didnt sleep wor.haha..

got 1 things i wanna to said to my darling..
sry darling,abt ytd..
making the same mistake without realising it.
i was like feeling very bad bcoz i make u feel bad all the time tt y i said tt..but then i know u wont want me to said tt bcoz it hurt u when i said tt.
i love u..
n i promise i wont make the same mistake again.bcoz i dun wanna to hurt u by my words.
n let stay happy from 2day onward.
although sometime i will be kinda of angry when playing GB.but then i promise i wont again.promise promise..dun dare oso bcoz later darling no mood to play wif me..haha..
love u baby:D

WORK WOrk work

2008-12-13T17:57:00.002+08:00

working 2day.start work at 8 then end work at 2.30.same as darling.
working main store 2day.
do connie runner then after awhile change to harshbrown.
was doing harshbrown all the way.
then in the afternoon,switch to fries.
so damn hot sia.standing down there do fries n harshbrown
somemore i wearing mccafe uniform.make me even hot.
i am abit no mood la n oso bcoz of other reason.nahx..dun feel like talking abt it.
then in the afternoon,i was suppose to take over darling counter so she can go break but then i not tt familiar wif mac counter.so ya..
didnt take over here then went for my break.
after break,went outside to scrub floor bcoz got the coffee stain n rubbish leaking stain.
so ya...
yu qi was helping to open the water supply at outside 1 so i dun have to come in n out to take more water.n it easier to wash.
was sweating alot when i was scrubbing the floor.then darling was kinda of pissed off bcoz she said y the manager dun let the guy to do it n want u to do it instead.
but i okie wif it since every1 got something to busy wif n onli me got nth to do.
after finish scrubbing,i take over vex..
i was dying when doing vex.especially the mac spicy patties.alot of ppl order mega mac spicy or those normal 1.then down products sia.i have to faster fry the mac spicy patties n oso the other patties la.
i was hoping i can punch out soon sia.cannot liao..down alot of patties.
finally 2.3o then the manager still haven ask any1 to take over me then i go ask the manager i can punch out already or not bcoz i cannot already.
was sweating la n the order was like alot lor.
luckily 1 of the auntie punch in n take over me.i am saved by the auntie.
after work,went cwp n walk walk tgt wif darling.was talking wif her while walking around cwp aimlessly.bcoz 2day have to go home for dinner.my mother got cook.
so ya..then while walking,darling saw her ex.haha..so coincidence.
send darling home 2day.she was sleeping in the bus..haha..the road make her feel tire..
so ya.
tmr cannot see her after work bcoz she got to home early.her family is celebrating her grandmum birthday.so sad but nvm..still got other day..
tt all..will update it tmr..
will upload alot of pic when christmas eve is here..haha..yay!!!!

HI EVERYONE!!!!

2008-12-12T23:26:00.002+08:00

working 2day in the morning.
was very sian 2day bcoz not much customer.
didnt do much..was walking here n there the whole time.
mac boss came in the afternoon to check on the store.
then after they went off,service in.alot of ppl order sandwhich.
was damn busy doing sandwhich.
then luckily got manager to help me la.or else i die man.
went to break around 4plus then punch in again n work until 5plus.
after work,help amezia to find christmas decoration.
so went triple 8 to buy bcoz heard manager said tt there got sell christmas decoration.
so went over to buy some christmas decor back n then buy cotton roll oso bcoz they need it for the decor.
after tt went back to mac to pass amezia the decor n claim money oso.
n they decorating the store 2day so got no choice have to pass it to them by 2day.
went off to braddell to find darling bcoz she juz finish training.
treat her dinner bcoz darling is broke.
we eat mega spicy tgt wif phoebe.
got a lot of laughter while we r eating.
so fun sia.
after dinner,went to take train home.
so ya..
then darling send me home 2day.
while on the way home,darling suddenly stomach pain.
darling,next time u cannot eat mega spicy.no matter how itchy ur mouth is,u cannot eat okie.dun let u eat already.later ur stomach pain again.
then was comforting while we taking bus.
then was msging darling all the way until now.
i think she sleep already..haha..didnt get any reply from her.confirm sleeping now.
tt all..
working tmr too..but main store.not working mccafe during this wkend bcoz main store short of crew.
yay..so long never do main store already.sound fun sia.n tmr working tgt wif darling oso.so ya..cant wait sia..
good nite every1:D

2nd n 3rd monthe anni

2008-12-12T09:50:00.004+08:00

our 3rd month anni pic
the pic we took when we will making our way back to vivocity

me n my darling at sentosa..

2nd anni pic

MY DARLING!!!!

Me!!!

the pic we took when we r at the flyer

dinner at pasta cartel..

2nd anni pic

3rd anniversaryXD

2008-12-12T09:01:00.003+08:00

too busy to blog already.
but from 2day onward until the 28th i will be quite free although i will be busy working
bcoz it HOLIDAY!!!!!yay!!!
finally holiday is here..haha..

3rd anniversary wif my darling
it a happy celebration:)
darling n i have planned our 3rd month celebration at sentosa.
she booked the Deluxe suite at Siloso Beach Resort.2days 1 nite stay.
although it quite ex but then i dun mind spending it on such a important day.
1 whole day wif her.it like so fun la.haha
this is how our celebration go..
In the morning of 6th nov,went to darling house downstair n help her carry stuff.
then we took bus to interchange n took 856 to vivo city.
it a super long journey until darling feel like vomitting n i was sleeping in the bus..haha
then went we reached the interchange at vivocity,we brought the ticket n take bus to sentosa.
the funny thing is tt when we reached the resort outside we cannot find the entrance to the resort.sp we will like walking up n down.until we ask some1 who work there n he tell us the way.
we will broke after paying the deposit.
we have an early check in at around 12plus.
slack at the room for awhile.
then at the same time we will waiting for Jali n her darling to come.haha
was disturbing darling while watching tv.
then around 2plus,Jali they all came n brought some snack to eat.
we will chit chatting in the room for awhile.
they will a funny couple.seeing them bricker is so funny la.me n darling will laughing la..
then after tt Jali n her darling,went off to explore if there any food court or fast food.
while me n my darling stayed in the room.
i was so tired due to waking up too early juz to study alittle bit of exam.
then i fall asleep while darling was eating cup noodles.
after darling wake me up,we decided to go outside n take a walk at the beach.
n it started to rain rite after we step out of the resort.so sad..
then Jali called us n said they have order quite alot of food at kofu n ask us to go over.
so me n darling went over kofu to eat.
n thk Jali's galfriend alot for treating..
she really order alot of foods.
then after eating we went to take a walk.was walking in the rain.luckily it not heavy rain juz drizzle.
took 1 pic wif darling at 1 of the place.
then was walking tgt darling at the beach.
so romantic n fun.
then after tt went back to the resort n slack.
was chit chatting wif Jali m her galfriend.it was so fun chit chatting wif them.
Jali they all went off around 8plus.
watched the L world wif darling.bcoz she got bring her laptop.
then after tt watched soccer match.Manchester United against dunno which team.forget already.
fall asleep while watching.but the 2nd half all the way till the end.
n Manchester United finally score at the last 87 mins.was like wow..finally they scored.yay..
then after tt me n darling went to sleep already.both of us r tired.
we have our breakfast at the resort.it complimentary breakfast.
darling help me to take while i sit down n daydream.was tired on the next day.
darling ate sunny-side-up,sausage,whipped potato,toasted bread tgt wit a cup of orange juice..while i have baked beans,sausage,scrambled eggs,whipped potato,youghart and a cup of orange juice too.
then we went back to our room to pack our stuff n prepare to check out at around 11plus.
going to miss the day i spended wif my darling at sentosa.sad sia we have to go.

then we make our way to the sentosa express.n darling have to go braddell bcoz she got a game later on to play.i didnt go bcoz i was too tired to go.sry darling..straight after i reached home i went to sleep n was sleeping until 7.haha..was msging darling after she finish her game.
was missing her lot lot.haha

Love u darling..really have a great time wif u.
n hope we can stay happy tgt.
n i was happy tt u r alway by my side when i sad or anger.
sry if i showed some attitude or my anger.but then u manage to cheer me up..
so ya.was happy to have u.
n hope we can stay tgt until the very end.
u r an important person to me n i dun want to lose u baby.
tt wat i wanna to said to my cute n adorable darling.haha..
pic will be post on the next post.haha..

2008-11-20T07:51:00.007+08:00

so long never blog again..
too busy wif sch stuff n chatting plus webcam wif some1 on msn..
juz going to briefly type out the things tt happen this few days

15 nov
was working opening
but then didnt work tgt wif darling bcoz she got a teacher wedding to attend.
was so sian during the morning.
not much customer oso.
so u guy muz come n buy drinks from me k.i make nice nice 1 for u all.hehe..
then was walking here n there..
the mac counter change already..
1 additional counter pop up of no where
n it so near to mc cafe until there no space for the beanie to walk out directly from the mc cafe area.
have to walk 1 big round..
but some of the crew can try to squeeze their way out of tt little space there.
so ya..
in the afternoon time,was shock to see darling came tgt wif her friends.
didnt expect she will come mac n slack wif her friends.
bcoz it still early for them to go to the wedding now.
haha..
cute sehx..
then after awhile darling went off wif her friends.
while i still waiting to punch out.
was so sian la..
haha..
then at around 2 i punch out n take my EMC
ate dunno wat..i forget already.
then went home tgt wif my mum bcoz she also punch out the same time as me.
so ya..
then was msging darling.
going to meet her after the wedding.
so around 4plus or 5plus i went to meet darling at CCK.
watched Madagascar 2day.
so nice n so cute la..
i love the movie.
but too bad the movie theater dun have couple sit.
have but not the same as the causeway 1 bcoz their couple sit got a handle in between 1.
so ya..
cant really hug her when watching the movie.
after the movie we came back woodland then went to triple 8 to eat.
so ya..
bad things happen dun want to talk abt it since it in the past.
darling,u got to believe me tt i wont fall for other guy 1.not when i in a relationship.so ya..

16nov
working opening tgt wif darling.
haha..as usual keep disturbing lor..
throwing packet of chilli sauce at me lor..
she naughty lor..
haha..
then punch out at 1..
went home to change then after tt came back to mac again.
waiting for darling to finish her work.
then saw mee han n cindy they all studying at mac.
haha..
then went over to study wif them abit bcoz darling finish her work very soon already.
they going JB to eat..
haha..
so fun la..but too bad i cant go bcoz my mum confirm wont allow me to go 1.
i shall wait until they let me JB wif my friends.
i really wanna to go wif them la..
sad sia..my passport wif my mum.cant secretly go oso.haiz.....
then went over to darling house to do my lab report..
have to compile everything then darling was doing her math practice.
after we finish our stuff,we watched L world tgt..
the show was nice la..
then stayed for dinner.
after dinner we continue to watch L world tgt.
went home around 9 or 10 plus..

17nov
senting darling to sch.
haha..
then after tt sent myself to sch.
as usual.nothing much happen in sch.
but wif my friends around i wont be tt sian.
was msging my darling from the time i sent her to sch until i meet her after my sch end.
so ya..
then darling send me home.
was having webcam session wif my darling.
haha..
then dad coming home 2day from my grandmum house.
my mum was complaining to him everything abt me.
i was quite piss off n my dad came into my study to scold me.
i was studying IPC at tt time.
was doing the tutorial.
then after he scolded me,i kinda of break down n cry.
darling saw everything through the webcam..
scared her bcoz i suddenly cry.
then she called me n trying to calm me down n cheer me up.
thk darling.
after tt i lost the mood to study.
feeling quite stress over wat my dad said to me.
then still continue to study although i have no mood to study.
went to my bedroom n study.
started to cry again..haha..
then sis come home at tt time n cheer me up lor.
so i cry until i fall asleep..haha..
then study my IPC in the morning be4 the lesson start.
so ya...tt wat happen on mon tt make my next few days very stressed up..

18nov
darling sent me to sch.
was quite sian and stress.
didnt study much for IPC test.
so ya..
took the IPC test.
quite okie but realise got alot of wrong after teacher go through the paper rite after the test finish.
so sad got alot of wrong at the back.
hope i can pass..
after sch darling come to fetch me.
hehe..
went home straight after sch..
didnt go out wif her n shop for a very long time already.
haha.cant wait for holiday to come.
no onli can go out wif her n also can go out wif my friends they all.
miss the day without going to sch everyday.

19nov
darling sent me to sch 2day.
but then wasnt so happy in the morning.
was showing her tt sian face tt also make her kind of angry n sian too.
so ya..
then after tt meet qi hui they all at YCK station n went sch tgt wif them.
didnt went french lesson 2day.
was so stress up tt make me dun feel eating..
feel like going to quiet place alone n sort thing out
dun want to trouble any1 of my friends n her.
so took train down to harbour front.
was msging darling when i in the train.
was very touch tt she said she coming to meet me at harbour front.
didnt expect her to come bcoz she got a complusory talk to attend but bcoz of me she skipped tt talk.
so sry to make u skip lesson bcoz of me.
then meet darling at harbour front.
feel like crying out..
then we went to vivocity the top floor to sit.
she was sitting beside me hearing wat my prob.
not all is bcoz of my parent.
some is my friends bcoz i very scare tt i will lose my friends again.
scare history will repeat itself.
i dun want bcoz of r/s i lose my friends they all..
feel tt i didnt spend enough time wif my friends.
so ya..
then darling told me some solution la tt can solve the prob.
hope all of us can spend time tgt..
her tgt wif my friends.hope they wont mind wif got her coming tgt wif me n went shopping or wat tgt wif my friends.
but if they mind then it okie la..
i wont ask her to tag along.can spend time tgt wif her some other day.
haha..
then my parent are very controlling over me n my sis..
this give me quite alot of stress..
they are very controlling bcoz i still quite young then they quite protective.
haha..
then after tt day i feeling quite better already.
after saying out all my prob.
then we went off vivocity around 3plus.
bcoz meeting my sis at cwp.
we took train tgt.
she alight first bcoz she got training at braddel.
meet up wif my sis..
eat tea time special wif her.
tell her wat happen to me juz now.
then she ask me to relaxe la.
went home for dinner then bluff my parent tt i meeting my friend at cwp.
but actually i meeting darling.
she finish her training already..
then i meet her at cwp to acc her.
sent her back home.helping her to carry the soccer bag.
so ya..tt wat happen ytd.

20nov
sent myself to sch 2day.
was late for CEP lesson.
then was on msn chatting wif darling while i having my lesson.
after tt me n my friends ran to mac to buy breakfast.
haha..luckily we make it in time for breakfast.
then after tt went to amk to shop bcoz still have alot of time be4 SP lesson start.
so ya..
saw arnold they all too..haha..
so coincidence.
then was abit late for SP.not really late bcoz when we reach,the teacher haven start teaching yet.
then played some game during the SP lesson.
after tt teacher dismiss us early.
we stayed in the class n do our own stuff..
was busy blogging n listening to song from qihui laptop.
then after tt went for CEP lecture.
was trying to pay attention while mr ng is teaching.didnt msg darling much.
mr ng dismiss us very early 2day.
suppose to end at 5 but he dismiss us at 4.20 like this.
so meet darling at the platform there.
yup..
then after tt went cwp to buy cornetto mcflurry
carving for it..
yay..next wk maybe will be watching movie tgt wif my friends after sch or wat.
haha..cant wait to watch movie tgt wif them.never watch movie tgt wif them be4.
yup..tt all..i re-blogging the stuff tt i blog in the afternoon.
not including the thing tt kiwi typed..haha..:P